Panda

Believe or not to believe

2010-10-19T21:54:00.004+08:00

Recently I had a dream, a very vivid dream. That is one of the very few dreams that I can remember. It is a dream about super-nature.

I used to believe that the existence of ghost is absolutely baseless. The claim of witnessing such 'things' are born of fear and fueled by paranoia. I am such a big believer of science, anything defy the laws of science would merely be a joke to me. So much so that I even doubt the existence of religions. However, I had thought it over again these few days.

When people asked Einstein, one of the great quantum physicists, whether he believe in ghost, he did not deny the existence. Instead, he said: When twelve other persons have witnessed the same phenomenon at the same time, then I might believe.

So why is one of the greatest scientist does not reject the idea of super-nature? And yet there are plenty of activists out there against the idea of atheism?

Logic tells us so.

The legal system of our society is one good example. Before the judge sentence anyone in court, the suspect is always innocent, until there is SUFFICIENT evidence to prove otherwise. On the other hand, upon release of anyone in court, it is not due to the fact that he isn't guilty, it's because there is INSUFFICIENT evidence to show that he is guilty. That is how a legal system work in most of the societies around the globe.

Therefore, naturally by using this logic, as long as there is INSUFFICIENT evidence to show the existence of ghost, we shall reject any claim.

This argument is obviously flawed. I believe there is no need of stating the counter-argument for this, as it is pretty straight forward.

So what should be the right attitude towards somethings is so intangible, so contentious that people have debated over and over since time immemorial?

IN Quantum physics, we have learnt the photoelectric effect. The experiment results reject the claim of treating light as purely wave. In fact, light was considered as a stream of photons. This further led to the discovery of quantum physics theory which were so ridiculous at that time. No one would even thought about equating mass with energy! But Einstein came out the famous equation which earned him the Nobel prize.

What if he didn't have the courage to announce his hypothesis? ( of course, the Japanese would be so delighted if that was the case...)

Things we can see in everyday life because it falls inside the visible light spectrum, there are plenty of other waves are not inside the range, therefore we do need a detector to sense the existence, such as X-ray, Microwave, etc. However, is that any possible waves, or other forms of natural phenomenon outside the EM wave spectrum that are yet to be discovered, which would ultimately give us a proper explanation of super-nature?

Since we all have INSUFFICIENT knowledge to reject the claim, let's just sit down and wait for the next brilliant scientist to unveil it for us.

BUT WAIT,

If that is the case, we are assuming super-nature is indeed exist, since we can't reject otherwise?

So do we really know what is science?

After all, science is a joke.

Because its creation is merely to satisfy the human's unlimited wants and desire. Its creation make human more and more knowledgeable in a way, but become more and more stupid in the other way.

So what is the point to study our mother nature so thoroughly, while we destroying it at a faster pace?

WHY?

Maybe science can one day give us the answer, in a empirical way, which we are the guinea pigs.

Only if you know

2010-10-09T16:53:00.003+08:00

It is interesting to know that people is getting more and more irrational today. Therefore, the usual thing that we believe does not hold true, for obvious reason.
My dad used to tell me, no matter what we do, must know your line: Do not Hurt your family Do not hurt the society.
A person betrays his family, or do anything that can potentially hurt his family, is unforgettable. A person deliberately bring harm to the society, cant survive either, as he does not have the basic requirement to be part of any community. So, what it a community? Why do we need a community in the first place? This brings the concept of identity.
Identity is an ambiguous term, especially in a increasing globalised world today. With the unprecedented mobility of people, we tend to ignore the importance of identity. Therefore, we do not regard each other from the same origin as one. In this very moment, we lost our identity. And once we lost our identity, community can no longer serve its purpose.
Therefore, we seek the help of religion, to replace the common identity that we used to share together, and fought for it long, long ago. Religions can unite people, on the other hand, it can even control people's mind. It is undeniable, that's dangerous, if it is controlled by some one with a particular intention. However, identity is self-aware whereas religion is being imposed upon through a 3rd party.
So why are we so obsessed with the pursue of a religion while we seem to forget the importance of our common identity, or rather our origin?
Because there is a inherent distrust among us, even toward the very same community. Fear is the main reason for the pursue of religion in today's world. The only possible way to let all of us to have faith, for one another. Of course, it also provides hope, purpose of for our life. Therefore, people see religion as a better alternative compare to the community.
However, there is time when religion fails. What do we do if religion cannot solve our real life problem?
Until then, we realise the importance of community.
So what about friendship? Or Rather, true friendship?
Most of us believe that friendship, or rather true friendship need to be tested. It requires a life-long commitment. Only with this commitment, true friendship shall be seen.
I believe otherwise. In fact, the fact that friendship requires commitment distorted the true meaning of friendship. TRUE friendship does not require ANY commitment. Because, it is self-aware. And this awareness can be only felt if we encounter true friendship. Because it answers the fundamental concepts of common identity, common belief. Only through this, we can fell the satisfaction. It helps to solve the deepest problem within us. That's is the type of friendship we are trying very hard to find, only because it is natural. Friendship beyond this category is just artificial.
Marriage based on this kind of true friendship is even more rewarding.
That's is what we should pursue. And we all shall cherish.

It's been so long...

2010-05-09T00:22:00.001+08:00

It's been really long since I was here! Duno why I come back now, but definitely have sth to so with boredom.

So its almost the 2nd half of the year, and I have not been studying hard lately... Due to both family distractions and my laziness. And one of the important reason is there is no one to control me out there! But I have to start to study! I know! There's very little time left, and this is my very last shot! No matter what, time to get started to build up the momentum.

My progress report one was terrible.. basically all failed except Econ... Esp my GP... Gotten a U! Haiz.. Guess I have to start to write my essay.

And this June holiday, totally no break for me at all. 1st and 2nd week with extra lessons, 3rd and 4th week with remedial, Due to my poor results! Argh... and immediately after June hols, COMMON TEST! OMG... I cant imagine the life after May. But if look at the other side, after Nov, i AM FREE!!!

OK, tmr still got tuition. Shall sleep now.

2009-11-12T11:19:00.003+08:00

Ok, So today is the last day before my PW exam! Probably I will know my Promotional results around this time tomorrow. So, God bless!

The holiday is here, and for sure, this holiday will be an unusual one, as I have study plan for it! Although there will be some self-retreat! Ok, from now onwards, I got to use this word quite often. LOL!

Year 1 just Finished like that, how fast is it... I still vividly remember the 1st day I step into JJ, Duno a single friend, I did not expect a class like this, FULL of Fun! I really wish we can together finish our A levels, and see everyone in the university. But too bad ah, NO NS for me, so, see u all as junior! Except the gals...

Recently I develop a interest to be an aerospace engineer, Duno why... Maybe I am quite interested in aircraft. And also partly it gives good pay? I duno. But as fransis said, I also expecting myself to change my interest anytime...

Aiya, duno what to talk about alr. WISH me get promoted! Then I got to treat those people wished me, an ice cream! LOL...

2009-11-02T20:39:00.003+08:00

Here I am again. Feel rather boring.

So finished my Chinese A level today. It was pretty simple, although cannot guarantee an A, I took only 45 mins to complete the paper two, which is supposedly 1 hr 30 mins paper. I guess I am just too lazy to check... Ok, have to admit a bit complacent, however, the questions were rather simple, and what I tried to answer what I know, as to those I am not sure, leave it to god!

So tomorrow will be the 3rd and 4th rounds of OP rehearsal. My group will be presenting immediately after morning assembly. Although it's rather rush, it still can make us more relax for the rest of the time till 1pm...

Well, My LG phone is really strange, not because of the phone, but because of the battery. It does not fall in proportion as bar which indicates how many % of power left... when it is full bar, it can lasts for 3 days, after it fell to 3 bars, it can only last for 24 hours at most! Which is why I ran out of battery every time in school!

I recently develop a interest to take up engineer course, which I strongly resisted it one year ago.. Although I really don't like those stuff, which involves drawings all those, it is undoubtedly gives me a more secure future. Well, I still have one more year to consider for it.. so, I will take my time.

I guess I am too tired, I shall go to bed now!

2009-10-31T23:11:00.004+08:00

So 1 more day to Chinese exam.... Not much preparation so far.. Basically all I did was just glance through the textbook, and read the text analysis... I hope I got mood to continue reading the 10 texts by tomorrow... However, as sze hern said, the textbook is just hypnotic..... Argh... Actually it largely depends on composition for an A grade... therefore by reading this texts can't actually help a lot. That's what I thought...

So this year is pretty fast, without noticing, J1 has finished. Although I still don't know whether am I promoting to J2 next year, I believe the holiday is really not mean for enjoyment...Well, I will definitely set aside some days for Self-retreat! ( They got staff-retreat, I got self-retreat! ) but most of the time, I SHOULD be studying. As I am weak in physics. I will focus on physics and maths for my entire holiday, to build up my foundation.

And I won't forget about GP... That's the reason why I am resuming to blog! Correct my grammar errors in the tag box if possible! I will really appreciate that!

I find out facebook is really a good way to bound us together! At least for my current class! It has so much laughter, it helps us share memory, share jokes, even share tears! And I really LOVE MY CLASS!!! It not only brings me laughter, most importantly, it brings me friendship, which is priceless!

I am still quite nervous about the actual OP exam, even though We went through 2 rounds of rehearsals already... I believe with more practices, we will get there!!!

I think I better start to exercise, I have been eating too much junk food recently.. Dam!

Ok, cya guys soon!

2009-10-29T23:16:00.002+08:00

Our lovely class!!! Although without Class-Tee which will probably get next year, We still are a legendary class! And I believe it really brings a lot of fun to me! I appreciate, and really cherish this kind of friendship that we have! Bound together as a class. I believe it would be extremely difficult for us to be separated next year...

And Good Bye Mr Koh! Our be loved Principal! Some people may misunderstand u, but I know, U R a good principal! Thank you for all u have done for this college. Although I am not in the position to comment what u have done to this college, as I am just a year 1 student, whereas u spent 7 years here and tried to turn this college around. I believe, U have really made us proud. And the JJ now is very much different from the JJ 7 years ago! Thanks you very much for bringing us to this new height, and all the best for u in IJ! Last but not least, Pls take care of ur health! Because I know that some students like us will just make u angry some day.... For example, never go school after promo exam... Moderation days... 一日为师，终生为父！ I will always remember you!

To Mr Leow! I doubt who can take over u for next year Orientation?! We always talking about JJ spirit. But I think, U R actually the JJ spirit! Without u, I believe there will be some changes to our JJ culture, which is sad... But I believe ur leaders can carry out your duty! But I still will miss u, miss the orientation, miss everything that u taught us! Anyways, congrats for your promotion. I hope u doing well in FU Hua.

2009-10-24T21:53:00.002+08:00

Well, Finally the Promo is over. And here comes the A levels... Chinese and Project works. I realised it is really tiring... Exhausted by the Promo exams. And one thing I realised, for JC, it is really impossible to study last min... As what I did for this promo exam, unlike secondary....

So here is the overview of my Promo. I failed my bloody physics!!! Argh... by 3 marks. Dam... I have to blame myself to study too late, I studied 4 chapters within 3 days.. Esp. thermal... Well, I guess during school holiday, I have a lot of work to catch up for physics. I am also sux at G field.. But one thing i realise, after all, I start to like physics. It is quite interesting, really! When U got to explain why something happen during our daily life!

Well for maths, it was a terrible paper! I thought I would definitely fail the paper! But miracle do happen, I PASSED it with 1.5 marks! SO close! Almost fail it.. And I hate Number sequence questions, I oni got 1/10.... terrible... I think I should skip this question next time, as it makes me panic... And further affects my confidence in solving the subsequent questions...

So for GP, I am also glad that I passed it. Although It is not good enough... but what to expect from me?! My English sux... Miss yap told me to work on my grammar during holiday, as I only gotten half of the mark for my language component in paper 1. ( essay )

My Chinese! Quite disappointed with my literature paper. Didn't manage to pass... But I got studied! Dam... I believe for literature part, its my bad luk, I didn't study for one of the poem, and that poem end up came out as the easiest questions... Sian...

So, that's about my Promo papers. For the overall, I can only get back the results after OP... which is like 3 weeks from now.. I am worry about physics only, as it is the deciding factors whether I will get promoted! God bless!

So currently, working on OP and Chinese. It will be my first A levels paper! And after that, will be my OP.. I still need to practise for my oral skills, as it contributes 40% of the total PW grade...

Monday will be moderation day, it will be a predictable boring day.. But holiday will be coming in 2 weeks time, ENDURE!

2009-08-30T19:35:00.002+08:00

So, it's been a really long time for me to sit down in front of my laptop and start to blog. I've been in bed for the past 1 week, due to the flu.. And till know, I am still not sure whether it was the H1N1 they were talking about, cuz the Doctor just refused to check for me to confirm it, instead, they told me to go home and take enough rest.

" Dun worry, nowadays h1n1 is too common. therefore as long as you don not have any underlying medical conditions, there is no need to worry, history has shown us that young people like you, will subdue the flu itself. " That's all they told me for the past 3 visits.. Because I went NUH twice, polyclinic once when there were no improvement. But thank goodness, I finally feel much better now, and only cough occasionally.

Ok, so tmr will be teachers' day celebration. It's a half day event, therefore, I plan to have tuition after that. As I missed 2 tuition for the past 2 weeks.

Oh ya, I left a lot of hw haven't done it, particularly GP.. I still have 3 essays to go! And the maths test is coming soon, yet i still have no idea how to integrate... Dam... But first priority is to complete my GP FA 1st.. if not I will probably killed my Miss Yap... I will update on this weekend, which is the start of the Sep holiday!

Cya soon!

2009-06-18T13:36:00.005+08:00

Time to blog!

It has been a long time since I sit down and blog seriously. Holiday was nth exciting so far. Everyday seems the same. The only daily routine that I dun have to folo is wake up at 6am! YES! thats the best part of the holiday I guess. I really hate to wake up so early every morning. But this privilege that I have will eventually be expired by the end of next week! Here comes all over again, sigh...

Well, recently, I duno somehow, I developed a interest of tai ji... I am desperately finding a course that is suitable to my schedule. Really! however, the disappointment is, almost all tai ji course at various CC is being held on weekdays night.. Which is impossible to me! Guess I have to try harder to find a weekend course, wherever it is.

So, next Friday will be my maths block test.. It sounds really scary, As I try to do the june revision paper, I had to refer to the answer sheet every time. Almost stuck at every question..Esp paper 2 and 3, almost lost my confidence on maths! But, I WONT give up.. LOL!

And our PW is lagging behind I guess, We still have not start to interview people. And I have to start my EoM by this week, If not, I am dead.

I really hate my HP! I AM SO REGRET to choose this stupid HP last year! It was absolutely the failure HP ever in the market! SE G900! I have sent for service almost every month! Even they changed a brand new one for me, it still has problems coming in! And it is exactly the same problem! I really wonder who is the designer of this HP! I am so frustrated each time I have to restart the stupid phone while I am sms... I really want to demand a refund from SONY ERICSSON! I swear, I will never buy SE phone anymore. At least, their smart phone! Arghhhhhh!

Oh ya, recently have been playing English chess with zul, unfortunately, I lost to him 0-2 so far! BUT but but, its ok.. As I am just a fresh man to this! I oni managed to learn the rules this Monday! LOL! However, it has been fun to play chess! I love Chinese chess a lot, now time to learn English chess. LOL!

Tmr will be going to Flyer again! They have extended the promotion for student to the end of the this month! As last time I oni managed to see the night version, this time must see the day-time version!

I am so scare of the re-open of the sku! Immediately after sku resume, have to face all the remaining common tests. And A levels Chinese Oral will be started right after all common tests! folo by all the listening compre... And written paper! Here it comes again! Like what I did last year for O levels...

ok, nth much to say alr, got to practise for maths. Bye!

2009-06-07T18:00:00.003+08:00

So that signals the end of my Teenager's life! I still could not believe it.. I am 20 years now. Yes! 20 years! My age starts with a number TWO! Well, First time in my life! I am 20 years old! (Er, it sounds, wrong!?) LOL, anyways, thx for the birthday wishes coming in since ytd, appreciate it guys!

So, since I am now officially 20 years old, I should be more mature? More responsible? Hm, I think these qualities do not decide by age right? It is decided by various factors! However, I know I should be more mature, stop doing childish things like mocking principal? Well, this one should be decided later, maybe 21 years?

From now onwards, I should change the habit that writing a number one beside my AGE in any forms or whatever, but I think it will probably take long time! Just for ur info, until now, I still write 5N1 instead of 09s31 on my hw, test scripts... Its just so hard to change all these...

Oh ya, Ytd went to bugis shopping with mum, I bought a nice jeans, two shirts! The rest was for my father! Thx to the great Singapore sales, We spent almost 500, an unusual expenditure on these things.. Anyways, whas has done is done!!! What has bought is meant to be wore! LOL!

Tmr, 2nd week of holiday, I should start to revise all sku work before its too late.

OFFing...

2009-06-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

Today is the fourth day of my school holiday! Just came back from buffet at water front! 1st time been there, however, great disappointment... Or maybe I had a high expectation from them? Whatever the way it is, the buffet sux! I will never want to go there again... Even sakura is better than this so called 5 star hotel...

Ok, So have been quite busy since the June holiday had started. Went back to sku from monday to wednesday. Extra lessons. CCA, sudddenly I found that I've been bounded by tones of work in sku. Luckily, I can have a break today, as well as tmr! Plan to go NP library study tmr afternoon with Zul. I better start to study now! Because the deadly common test will be coming at the last week of sku holiday! How 'incrediable' the teachers are... Well.. As a student, all we can do is to comply whatever teacher has decided for us, they left no room for objection... That's the typical asian educaton system: Whatever the teachers ask to do, you comply it! And that is also why, the education fails to develop one's creativity. Why it sounds like GP essay?

Well well well! How fast is it! one quarter of the time has gone! This means, I have only 3/4 time left before I achieve my ultimate goal-university... And, Everytime come to this moment, I always feel a bit emo.. duno why.. ytd, when I tried to arrange all my files in my laptop, I found out these videos! It really brings lots of memories! So, decided to share with u if u were from BBSS...

Lastly, I dun mean to offend anyone. so if u feel that this video offends u, pls tell me, I will take out asap...
Signing off!

2009-05-10T22:38:00.004+08:00

Yo! So the last 2 weeks of term 2! The Holiday is almost there! But, before the much anticipated holiday, there are 2 lecture tests coming to our way as well. Maths and Physics! GP and Maths Block Test will be right after June holiday. Therefore, it is super stressful right now! Plus the submission of GPP is approaching, OMG!

I am now thinking about quiting DUA as I need time to study for my 3 H2 subjects! I need a lot of practice on these subjects, Esp. Maths and Physics. As for econ, so far no test, so Heck care...

Went to Singapore Flyer on this Friday! It was quite boring though, because we went there at night, all we can saw was just the night view... could not see the actual buildings, or actual F1 track. Lights became main and the only attraction to us... Well, anyways we made use of the student price, so.. at least wont feel so bad. I still want to see the day time version!

Bird View from Singapore Flyer

Another Bird view

When the capsule was at the peak !

Zul! Scary eyes ah!

New Singapore tourist ambassador!!!

2009-04-21T19:52:00.006+08:00

It has been long time since the last post, some people are desperately asking me to post some 'illegal photos'! Ok, I should fulfil your request, but let's make this clear.. anything happen, I am not the mastermind behind it.. enjoy the photo!

Ook, so thats the illegal photo i am talking abt.. you should treasure it before it is being caught!

School workload has getting heavier and heavier. Tests after tests, and pw has officially kicked off, this means I will get busier and more stressful. I hate it.. However, since I chose this route, I should have predicted it.. so in order to leave no regret behind, I should start to get serious..

Well, Sku has been fun so far, at least our p.s.l.a brings me lots fun.. and just had our subway at wm! And just one thing, when there is an outing next time, pls turn up! ( u know whose the 2 Ediots never turned up last Saturday) So, in oder to help us appreciate each other more, that will be the best time and opportunity! And, just one suggestion, pls change the dismissal cheer.. it just looks childish and we even need to find a remote place to do it! My goodness!

Oh ya, poly has officially started yesterday! And wish all of u ( limited to those people who are reading my blog!) all the best. And wish every one of u can adopt to the new environment!

Lastly, upload some more photos of my jj life..

ok.. tmr still got stupid library meeting and need to prepare for maths second lecture test!

Signing off

2009-03-29T20:24:00.005+08:00

Another week has gone. Time flies. Esp. when I receive my yearbook 2 days ago. Look at all those pictures, whether its related to me, or not, I just felt that, sth is missing now. Really. Look at those pictures at toh tuck campus, its so so familiar to me yet so far away.

Just 4 months ago, I was still in that campus with my friends, fighting very hard for O levels. I can still clearly remember our class, our hall, and our beloved dance studio!

From N levels to O levels, we've been together for 3 years. And now, we have not been meeting each other for almost centuries... Honestly, class outing is very different from we study as a class. And how much I wish we can come back together in our uniform, sit down in our class, and having lesson together again. Cuz all those laughter can only be meaningful in the class. Maybe you duno what the hell am i talking abt, but, that's what have been missing, at least to me.

Bukit Batok Ages home.. still in short pants!

Sec 4 humanity trip.

Toh Tuck Campus Library

1st day of sec 5?

Er... random shot..

wah!

at dnt workshop

emo guy...

toh tuck campus library again.

old campus being demolished...

Wei jian N levels project( 'the worst i ever see!!!' from Mr Lim! hahaha, i cant stop laughing even now!)

During sec4 humanity trip!

2009-03-27T17:25:00.011+08:00

This week is gone again! And I will be extremely busy for this coming weekend! Firstly the DUA exam will be held tmr! So have to study for it and there are two lecture tests coming soon. Chinese and physics, which will contribute to 15% to my overall results! And I need to set my mind for PW as well. So, just a update of my jj life through photos!..

Sku Field

During GP lesson

Our Chinese lesson room!

Cant wait to show off our tsunami shirt!

We're at the top of the mountain!

Sku vending machine.. ( one of the reason why this college is so Crowded.. LOL.. inside joke)

Tasty waffle + ice cream from sku waffle shop!

I'am not bullying!

During Physics Lecture!

Retarded guy!

Emergency evacuation!

Evacuation during physics lecture.

evacuation again...

Some people happily playing games in his GC

'friendship'

Shhhhh....

GP lesson again...

'Yawn'

2009-03-22T00:07:00.004+08:00

Ok, So that's the end of so called 'holiday' for me. This holiday probably was the busiest, also most meaningful holiday for my entire life! As every single day I got endless work,assignments to be finished. And I felt exhausted at the end of every day! And I have to admit, Law course is much much more challenging than I've imagined. Well, its totally beyond my imagination. Esp. to me, cuz As 'we' all know, my English is quite poor, and reading the judgement of those prominent judges was almost a mission impossible to me.. And even I tried my best to understand what the hell are they trying to say, its still futile. And all I can see were stars. However, from the other angle of view, I am really glad that I've joined this course! I have to say, It really helps to improve my English tremendously! I've learned at least 100 new words during this course. And those new words were rarely being used in our daily conversation! ( deh.. We wont talk in legal terms during our daily conversation..) Therefore, I can use it in my GP! Seriously, After I read the extremely complex judgements, I found out GP is just peanut! LOL..And I have to say, even I fail this module, I am still feel worth to study it after all!( oF CUZ I will try my best to pass) Cuz it not oni benefits me in terms of language, but also the analysis & synthesis skills. And most importantly, I learned law!!! Therefore, I many sue u whenever and wherever.

Alright, I should stop showing off about the law course, come back to reality, there are infinite homework waiting for me. And I have to finish it tmr. And not only that, I have to finish the law assignments which carries 30% of the total marks! therefore, all I need to do now is, go sleep, and wake up early tmr.

zai jian!

Oh ya, my phone is sent for service again.. so dun sms or call me till next Thursday.

2009-03-15T18:28:00.000+08:00

New Blog Skin!!! Duno why I changed it, just feel like change it..

Ook, so by right, tmr will be my holiday, however, due to the DUA, I got no holiday for me to enjoy! This Holiday will be extremely busy for me. As there will be lectures, bridging lessons, and endless homework. The worst thing is right after the holiday, there are at least 2 lecture tests! Therefore, I've got no time to enjoy this holiday! Sigh... But I've prepared for that!

So went to supreme court ytd, It was quite interesting overall. At least I got to finally come to a court, and a Supreme Court without being sued, summoned or subpoenaed! And I experienced a trial! Well, kind of inspired to be a lawyer, but when comes to reality, 4get it 4get it...

So b4 the trip to supreme court, was our sports meet. Whcih is totally boring and meaningless.. ( At least to me..) So we actually hid inside the hall for most of the time to talk nonsense.. Well, Luckily We didnt catch by any teacher, or prata! Haha.. so we went to bath towards the end of the sports meet! We did not bath the night b4, as the toilet was too Crowded! So we had decided to bath b4 going to supreme court.

The camp was fun at 1st! Esp. with my own class... We talked lots crap abt prata during our dinner time! However, when night fell, the camp started to become boring... As the camp fire was quite meaningless in the end. However, I have to say, the videos that they showed us in LT5 were quite inspiring! And it touched me! Really! So, I know that how fortunate am I now, compare to them!

Last but not least, wish me to have a pleasant journey for the 2 years ahead!

2009-03-09T21:23:00.000+08:00

So, I am here to blog again! There are so many fun things happening! Haha... Even when I blogging now, I cant stop laughing about the jokes that we've cracked today!

Ok, So this week will be quite enjoyable! As tmr will be the only early day for me, as the PW mass pecture will not be held till the next term! Besides that, I can probably have games ( CS ) after sku tmr, as wed is my Home-learning day! Did not experience it when I was at BBSS, as the principal did not carry out on upper Sec! Therefore had no idea about how is it like. So, Hopefully I can finish my task online on this coming wed smoothly throughout the whole process. Pls Dun Give Me Disconnection! ( Or I will transfer out of this co'llege! Czu I dun want to be an i'diot! Inside Joke!)

So immediately after the Home-learning day, will be the house camp... Which I dun really feel like going... As stay over-night in JJ is really not a comfortable experience... ( Coldness is the main reason, the unavailablity of the drinks, as well the as unsatisfactory feeling of bathing! ) So, will decide tmr as i want to see how many people from my clss will be going...

The maths bridging lessons were rather boring... So far I've learned nth new from it.. However, It did help me to recall some of the unfamiliar concepts That I had learned when I was in Sec 3! So, it should still be worth to go! About the current situation of my studies, i would say generally is ok, but i started to feel the toughness from both Maths and Physics... Esp. SPA for physics! Well, I hope I can catch up soon!

Ya, tmr will bring my Ipod to configure. So hopefully Can have access to the free internet service in sku soon!

And one more thing.. I hate GC.. is just too complicated for me to carry out some easy calculations.. and it does not a user friendly interface.. As its hard to switch from decimal to fraction... And there is no percentage botton! So I have to convert myself manually..

Lastly, I 4get wat I want to say at last! Dam. NVM, will update it when i remember..

Dismiss!

2009-03-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Here am I to have some random posts to prove that this blog is not dead!

It was quite fun for JJ life, kinda like this kind of life.. Fun people, fun campus, fun principal, fun Lawrence, fun Steven... And most importantly, fun 09S31! ( RAISE UR HAND AND SAY, DISMISS) oH YA, 4get to mention, fun LLL~!

So tmr will be the physics post-lecture test... Kind of prepared, kind of not.. I've just flipped through the lecture notes.. and find it was quite easy. Then when I started to attempt some questions, I find it its not easy. So, in conclusion: its easy yet not easy. ( OK , i know its lame, but as i said, this post will be very random.. SO bear with it!)

Ya.. abt the tests.. so far we had 3 tests, one in GP, one in physics, and one in maths. Maths result has not release yet, so nth to say abt it.. Although I feel quite insecure abt it as I gave up on the last question... For the GP test, was a disaster.. Haizz.. wat to do. Thays Y i got a C6 for my english.. And for the physics.. also never get full marks... as I am quite confused with the scalar quantity and vector quantity.. ( I took combined science , so in physics i never encounter things as vector or scalar quantity! Self-Defence statement. ) So tmr will be the post-lecture test, hope that i can do better!

TO CLIFFORD TAN... where the hell is out class blog?! I thought u r the man of ur words?! And where is my locker keys? How abt our class outing? What have u been doing man!

Oh ya, I have applied for the DUA.. but i am not sure whether will they give me a place.. so, wait and see...

One last thing, I am seriously not happy with the maths bridging lessons... Why should I pay. Its not our fault for those old syllabus A maths students.. not that we didnt do well and scored B4 and below, but its the education system fault! The change of syllabus is not my problem right?! So why do I have to pay the 200 bucks! So unfair! People pay it cuz they scored B4 and below, which means they didnt do well for A maths. therefore they should pay it as they didnt put in effort for A maths.. But its really unfair to us... !!!! Arghhhhh

Bye

2009-02-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

So here am I, back to Singapore. It could be a good thing, it could be a bad thing( some personal reasons..), well, no matter wat, its a new chapter of my life. Right start from tomorrow.

So tmr will be the 1st day of sku, it is not really the 1st day of schooling, but to report to sku... To ensure that we actually accept the posting results... When I received the message early in the morning, I was quite delighted at 1st, however, after the period of JOY, I started to worry. Worried abt how should i cope for the GP, how should i cope for the Science.... and how should i deal with the new people there( if there is no joker around...) , but soon, i rebuilt my confidence, cuz i had told myself b4 i filled the JAE, once i chose it, i wont regret over i had chose, for myself! I should see things optimistically!

Sometimes we have to choose, whether its a good choice, or its a bad choice, its just a result! The choice we had made cant be changed, when ur choice is fixed, what we can do is to respect our own choice. How to respect ? By loving it! Some of u may not want to get in the course u r posted to, but if u keep thinking of how much u DUN want to go, will it help? So cheer up and start to like whatever is not interesting!

So anxious abt my new classmates tmr... wish I can have friend there as soon as possible!

Wish every one good luck in the new environment!

2009-01-18T15:48:00.000+08:00

YO! almost away from here 2 months! Here am i to update something to declare that my blog has not dead!

So Currently still at Shanghai, will be probably back in singapore around CNY. I wish to have my CNY here as i havent been enjoying the atmosphere for almost 4 years! However the restriction of the air tickets may stop me from having my CNY here... haizz.. anyways, will be confirmed on this coming Wednesday.

Now come to my results analysis... Overall, expected but not satisfy... English and Humanities are the two subjects I didnt do well in this exam... For english, I had some bad feelings after i've done english paper, however, for humanities, was quite a surprise for me.. cuz i felt nth wrong after i've done ss and history.... even now, I still duno whether its my social studies or history pulled me down.. but i believe it might be history... Thats the most hurtful distinction that i had lost... However, for english, i knew it should be my composition... cuz the topic was just too weird for me... i spent almost half an hour to think abt what to write.. therefore i didnt have enough time and was rushing through.. Anyways... now results are out and I can oni look forward.. there is no point and too late to regret on everything. So for now, I can oni see where am i post to and do my best in the new institution. Hopefully I can get into the sku i want... And I want to thank all the teachers.. for helping me in every aspects for my O levels! Although I will be leaving BBSS, but it will always be a important place for me. Cuz for these 4 years, the first 4 years in a foreign country, BBSS didnt treat me as a foreigner, in stead, it gave me every help I need. Right from the beginning of my study journey in BBSS, english is always a obstacle for me, therefore english department actively help us to find external agency to help us to improve it. And because of here, I knew lots friends who always give me encouragement when I was down. I met people from all over the world, and thats gave me valuable and unique experience. So BBSS will be a meaningful part in the picture of my life forever! I wish one day I can come back this place in different roles!

Well, now, I start to curious abt my new sku... what kind of people will i meet? Is there any jokers? So many unknowns in front of me.... So, I hope the best for me, and also for every one of u who r now reading my blog! GOOD luck!

Keep in touch!

2008-11-18T20:50:00.001+08:00

Here am I, After sending my mum to airport, back form Changi airport terminal 3! Rather boring... So will start from ytd prom night 1st.

Before that I thought I would be going there alone, luckily Zhen ke they all called me to go together.. Ok, abt the prom night, it was much better than what i thought to be! At least not so boring by just looking at people's performance! And my favourite part of the show was definitely be Zhen ke on the stage! He was so funny lah! The host almost give up on him... haha...

So I think after Prom nite, our gathering will be fewer and fewer, as expected.. Cuz I have went through this as i mentioned in the last few posts. Some friends will be keep in contact, but some will just fade away from our life.. But I believe when u have a strong foundation of friendship, its hard to let it fade away! So ya, dun be afraid of changes, cuz changes are essential to us, wihtout changes, we will be stayed forever where we are. So lets welcome changes!

2008-11-11T17:16:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! its finished! O levels came to an end now! From now onwards, I am no longer burdened by any books! I am completely free now! The real holiday is here! Dun have to study everyday like last few holidays~~ That's it! However, Duno why feel a bit sad now... As people are probably celebrating outside now, I am at home alone doing nth.. sian.. Haizz..

Anyways, 4 years of SINGAPORE SECONDARY life is officially end. ( exclude my secondary life at shanghai.) I really appreciate this wonderfull experience. Not oni that I've learned a lot academically, But I have gained a lot of priceless stuff such as friendship... It filled my life with many colourful chapters! But the reality is, everything will come to an end. I have experienced it 4 years ago, when I said bye bye to my friends at shanghai, with lots of uncertainties, I came here. First few months, the life here was terrible. I got no friends, no social life... ALL I did was stay at home and watching tv.... However, things started to change soon when I was admitted to BBSS. I started to know friends like chingta, Sugi , BOBO, Mg phone.

I still remember the life of short Pants! Its so near yet so far away. Well, Now, Although I dun want to make some one proud here, Still have to say, knowing fransis is one of the best gift that I received from god. Not oni that he is easy to bully, but he has similar character as me?! Cuz honestly, Before that, I didnt find a person who can talk that much with. Till this joker came into my life, We became close friends and share thoughts over everything! Thats is why our friendship didnt fade away even though we are actually in different class. And I believe this friendship will last very long!

Hiazz.. Boring,boring.. duno today, such a wonderful day will end up sitting in front of computer doing nth.. But nvm! Tmr after some one finish his exam, I GOT TO play! Aiya, go sleep ah.. continue blog later...

TO BE CONTINUED.....

2008-11-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

Yo! Here am i again! Although O levels have not finish yet, but Somehow i am alr in holiday mood! I know MCQ is essential for me to get distinction, but so far i oni practised one paper from TYS... Haizz...

Now! I am officially upgraded to uncle! Just 2 days b4, my niece was borned! She was my cousin's daughter. Haizz... why it sounds like I am so old alr.. some one will call me uncle from now onwards... LOL! I think thats because my cousin is 13 years older than me! That's y... But glad that he finally has his own child. He named her Monica. However, she was borned earlier than expected. SO will be in incubator for close observation. Everything will be fine! UR uncle me, will pray for you! God bless Monica!

Ok, just got back my hp after sent for service! Believe or not, I just bought it 20 days ago, now need service alr... I dun want say any brand is sux, maybe I am one of those unlucky one.. Haizz... But i suggest those people who wanna buy hp, think twice b4 u go for SE! Its just ridiculous...

Prom night is coming soon. Luckily i have prepared my suits in advanced! SO not much worry about prom night suits now.... Instead, I am preparing to learn SWIM! I hope I can pick it up as soon as possible, so that I can exercise and have fun!

Still duno whether I will go back shanghai after O LEVELS, but obviously have to find sth to occupy myself during holiday. So far have no idea! Anyone got any ideas? Leave ur idea in my tag box! WARNING: er,fransis, u siam ah! Dun give funny idea!

Ok.. not much to say now. WIll be back after 11 Nov! Next time I am here, O levels probably is finished!

2008-11-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

Wah.. I am finally here. Almost centuries never been here. Although Exams have not finish, just a short post to ease my own stress.

Overall, all the paper were ok so far. Except English paper... However, the following papers are very crucial! SS and MCQ is the key for getting A of these two combined subjects. Regarding DNT... I think give up alr... unless I am really in good mood then maybe will study a bit...

Just finished revising SS. Decided to leave out sustaining development. But for Venice, I will still read through in case it come out as a relatively easier essay. I pray hard for diplomacy and deterrence to come out as I love this chapter a lot.... Ya, for history, what a shame.. I 4get to write contextual knowledge for my inference question... Haizz.. but hopefully SS can help me pull my marks higher!

Hm.. currently cant wrote much as still have to read ss few more times in case suddenly 4get sth during exam!

God Bless!

2008-10-07T14:17:00.000+08:00

lets name the 1st MR Cha message as source A, and 2nd Message as Source B.

Comparing

Source A and Source B are similiar as both sources are talking to me. ( I know its a Level 1 answer but i dun have choice as the source is too short...) Source A says ' dawei' and source B is asking me abt the 'buffet'.

However, source A and B are different. Source A is talking about my academy but source B is talking abt my personal life. Source A says " i am expecting an A1 from you. " It wants me to prepare my exam well and do well in O levels. However, source B says " hows the buffet", it wants to know abt my personal life and may want to know abt the quality of life outside school.

Source A and B has different tone.

Source A has a demanding tone. It says ' i am expecting an A1" , it obviously is demanding an A1 by putting pressure on me.

Source B has a sarcastic tone. It says 'hows the buffet'. It wants to say I am still not preparing my o levels, and went to eat buffet in stead. It wants to question my seriousness towards O levels.

Reliability

Source A is realiable as it ' expecting an A1 from me' Oni teachers will expect good results from his student.

Cross-Reference with Mr Cha's remarks in class, he says" dawei blog abt panda". It backs up that he actually came to my blog. And there is a possibility for him to leave a message here.

Usefulness

Source A is useful to me as it encourages me to study harder to score A1. It says ' expecting an A1 from Me" This means in order not to disappoint him, I have to score. Therefore I need to wrok hard for it.

However, Source A is not useful as the message is left at mid night. He has invigilation on morning. So it maynot be him.

Cross-reference with My own knowldge, I want FOUR A1s from myself, but not ' an A1". therefore, Source A is not completely useful to me.

Evalutive

Source A and B are both supporting me to study harder. Source A wants to put more pressure on me. It " expecting " An A1 from me, and source B questioned me my seriouseness towards studying and wants to wake me up.

The purpose of Source A is to putting pressure on me, and wants me study hard as the O levels are just around the corner.

The purpose of source B, is to convince me to study hard and stop doing nonsense as the O levels are approaching.

LOL! I have covered all skills and obviously, I am doing it without any question. So just for entertainment... Anyways, O levels will be officially start next week. And seem likle at least 1 more month, i wont be able to come here. So, good luck to all of u! Jia you!

2008-09-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

So just came back from Buffet at Vienna, united square. To celebrate mum's birthday! Wah.. till now still quite full. Must exercise!

Ya, going to learn swim after Os. LOL... I still duno how to swim, ok, i know, its not acceptable, therefore, determined to learn it after o levels! Was thinking of have a trip with people, maybe 3 days, maybe 1 week. To relax myself completely after O levels... Anyways, oni 39 days to O levels! How fast is it, how CLOSE is it... So I am hereby to declare, I will be officially switch to battle mode tmr, to prepare for my O levels! These days have been slacking too much! And now is the time to wake up! Yes! Not much time left alr. I have to achieve my target! Cuz i know, I dun have any more excuse for not doing well this time! So, get ready and GO!

EYEING for SE G900! Hopefully i can get it right after my last paper! Wa ha ha!

So next week will be a quite, comfortable week for me! Cuz I oni need to turn up for three days! Monday,Thursday and Friday. Well, Have to say, I just dun have any interest for DNT.. So...

Oh ya, bo-otak, haven't give Ur birthday present.. Wait ah, I am still searching for a gift which can make u shock. But it takes time. U know?

Aiya,nth to say alr... Last but not least, GO try GOOGLE CHROME! It's fantastically fast!

2008-09-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

2008-09-02T12:07:00.000+08:00

So 2nd day of sku holiday... ItS Ridiculously Boring.. haizz.. wake up, study,eat,surf net,study,eat,sleep.... Dam.. Totally no life! How much I hope the Olympics are still going on... Haizz... Well, Again, come to this problem. I always think that being the oni child is a big big advantage for me.. Cuz i can get whatever i want. However, time like now, dun have siblings to play with, spend everyday holiday on my own... is such a unbearable experience. At least if i am in shanghai, i have my cousins to play with. But here... no one. Absolutely no one... Therefore, everything i do is just a daily routine, without anything that can cheer me up. Haizz.. But at least once in a while, some good friends will still ask me out to fill me with a meaningful day. Like Sunday night.

Ok, so went to night safari on Sunday night. I were lucky cuz ZUL cut a coupon from the straits time. So that we could purchased the ticket in a more affordable price. $11.00 , but we had to walk by ourselves, without the help of the tram,which had to queue for a long long long time... Firstly, we went to the cat trail.. It was an interesting experience, as we step in the trail tentatively, suddenly a butterfly flied over our head, duno who screamed out loud, all of us get scared! And started to run backwards... Imagine 4 boys were scared by a small butterfly... LOL! But honestly, the animal was very near to us, and the fence was so low and useless.. the cat could just simply jump over the fence and attack us... LOL... We made a round in the cat trail, headed to watch the performance!

I have to say, the performance was terrible!!! Why? Cuz the trainer actually lost a snake and it caused a mass hunting! And the snake end up hid underneath one of the audience!!!!! Wah.. i cant imagine if the snake was right under me, I would jump and scream like a gal.. lol! Buy luckily, The snake was like 30 Metres away from me.. LOL.. And the show also had lots of mistakes.. for example the owl refused to fly back to the trainer and we waited for nearly 10 mins by looking at the stubborn owl... LOL. And, ya, i successfully sabo bobo.. When the host asked for any foreign friends that she left out, I shouted Myanmar.. LOL..She came in front of bobo and asked him how to say do not use flash light in Myanmar.. LOL!

So the we continued to our 2nd stop after the show came to the end. WE SAW LEOPARD!!! Right under our eyes! It was so near! First time in my life, i saw a leopard oni 50 cm away from me! We were separated by the glass.. But the leopard was sleeping which lean his body on the glass! wah! But unfortunately, we oni could managed to see his back...! LOL! As we waited for 20 mins there and hope to see his face when he wake up, but he just didnt want to wake up.. no matter how we knock the window, which is strictly prohibited... lol! With a bit disappointment, We headed to the next trail. The flying animal trail was a terrible one............At least for me, I was scared by the big bat who flied freely above our head!!! Dam.. Maybe i dun have a good image of bat in my head.. cuz in my head, bat oni appear in those haunted house, therefore.. I was keen to walk faster and out of the hell... LOL!

Well, I think thats all the interesting part of the amazing night. The 11 was worth it I have to say. LOL.. Ok. I am hungry alr.. got to buy food. Tke some fresh air and, continue my boring life.. lol..

2008-08-26T19:32:00.000+08:00

Yo! Here am I. Before English paper, to practise here.. LOL!

Just sold my Hp at a quite low price.. LOL! But still better than sell it to the shop. Actually I still like my current hp, but the only concern is it will spoil again, therefore have to spend more $$ to repair it, ( well, I did it 2 times within a month...) So, I've decided to sell it asap, before it spoil again! LOL... Eyeing on Sony Ericsson G900! LOL.. The camera is the biggest attraction for me.
But currently is quite expensive... So duno what to do... My contract is finishing soon. However, Somehow i dun feel like sign 2 years again...

So finished SS, ENGLISH ORAL, science practical, A maths paper 1, chemistry paper! As expected, didnt do well for A maths and Chemistry.. These two papers were easy i have to say. But my problem again, didnt study well. Because was busy finishing my DNT which supposed to pass up today! And yet, I didnt do for too long, now got big problem.. And because of that, didnt study much for history and physic... So, can see my result alr.. But I think it may not totally be a bad thing. As i am sure, my impetus for my actual o level!

Olympic finally come to an end! Wah! China top the medal tally! Wahahaha... 1st time in olympic history, An Asian country top the table! Finally end the USA dominance for the past few decades and the western dominance for the entire history of the Olympic! So proud of it! And no matter how many negative information abt this olympic, and it maybe true or maybe un-true. No matter wat, I will give my full support and appreaciation to this unprecedented Olympic! Simply because I am a Chinese. Its like a son will support his mum all the way. Even she is in the wrong some times. Because who doesnt make mistake? And i dun lost my respect to her when she made a mistake which is for the sake of her own people. There is nothing wrong to show to the world the best part of china. Although i agree that the method is wrong. Its intention is still Good! U cant see things from your OWN bias point of view and spread your own thoughts to the class! Imagine if your mum want to save you but accidently hurt some one else, will you lose your respect for her? U wont! Cuz Deep inside our heart, we know the intention is for the best of us. Your point of view is just your own thought. I duno when u insult your student, ever think about people will lose respect to u or not! If u r so sensetive towards a single clap, why r u so insensetive towards all the chinese nationality when u discuss the olympic? U said the chinese oraniser hurt the feeling of these two gals, but did u know u also hurt the pride of a student? It may cause some other problems to a student permanently. U know, actually I was agree with u at the begining.. however, when u start to try to influence the class and insist that the chinese is completely wrong, thats where i cant hide my national pride. Do u know how difficult to organise an Olympic? Need to show the best image of a country, need to be politically right, need to compress 5000 years of chinese history into merely a 2 Hours show! And like what TY said, its just a show. Who doesnt want the whole world to see the best part of its own country? I remember it applies to Singapore as well. When Singapore host IMF meeting few years back, It also organised a 4 Million smiles Campaign isnt it? Haizz.. Anways, this just my view over it. And although I have to admit They are really wrong over that, I WILL NEVER ALLOW ANYONE TO DEPRECIATE MY COUNTRY. Esp in front of the crowd to sway people! Same to u when u cant accept people depreciate Singapore!

Ok... nothing much to say alr...should stop here! tmr still got english papers... Wah!

2008-08-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

Here Am I! Now the China and Singapore Is fighting for the Gold Medal for women team!

Have a mix emotion now! I really want to see singapore bring back a Gold Medal, but in the other Hand, dun want China to lose this Medal...

Duno what to say.. Just watch it!

2008-08-14T20:03:00.000+08:00

So 3 more days to Prelim. But I just started to prepare for it. Haizz, Thx to the Olympic.

So till this moment, Team China has done a Great Job! With 22 golds, top the table, 12 golds ahead of the USA. However, as track and fields will be starting soon, USA will catch up quickly and possibly overtake China. Anyways My best wish to Team China!!! Must end the USA dominance for nearly 2 decades. 加油！

Sometimes people wondering why I am so excited over those olympic which does not conern me at all? Well.. In some ways, yes, it does not bring me anything when I supporting a particular player or country. However, I feel that Its abt the passion for sports and more importantly, its abt National Pride. When seeing a chinese clinch a Gold Medal, It brings me pride. And I am sure, To every Chinese in China, and overseas.

So, English Oral Exam is coming!!!! One more week only! And thi time is the actual Exam! Arghhhh, at last, this very day comes! And, I duno whether its good or bad, but.. I will be the 1st one! Sigh... Time to show them how talktive am I! Well, I oni wish the conversation topic they give me wont be so hard! But also not so Boring topic pls..

Duno what to talk abt currently.. as busy studying SS.. will update on weekend.

2008-08-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

Here am I AGAIN! The oni reason for me to be here is: Bored! LOL...

Did nth much today. Went for maths tuition this morning, as I requested for, cuz I am quite blur abt the Relative Velocity and Permutation & Combination. Prelim is approaching, therefore better clear it b4 its too late.

Hmmm.. Will be going to night safari tmr night. Finally got an outing! LOL.. Pathetic.. Anyways, 1st time going night safari. Therefore my expectation is quite high... Want to see some special animal like different from Zul ( huh? spelling mistake? ) Anyways since Zul got the voucher, i oni need to pay $10. However, It depends on whether he can successfully get the ticket or nt, as the promotion is oni for Singaporean and PR.

Not much Olympic Match today as well.. So far China top the table by 2 golds. Hope China can keep it up and beat the United state for its dominance over the past few decades!

Ya.. Havent finish my DNT project and folio.. therefore, i can predict my DNT result for my prelim alr..LOL!! I just cant find the motivation for me to continue my DNT , i rather spend time to do my maths and read English. But anyways, I have to complete it..

I found out study makes people gain more weight.. I should exercise..

Lastly, want to comment on the opening ceremony last night.. Its.. Boring.. LOL! Didnt see LKY face.. LOL...

Ok.. nth much to talk abt alr.. Life is really boring now. Cheer myself up!

2008-08-08T17:29:00.000+08:00

First of all... What a boring day!!! From 7am woke up till now, study a bit, sleep a bit, surf net a bit.. thats all I've done...

Didnt go sku today.. as half planned and half unexpected... I wanted to skip sku by giving excuse of diarrhea, however, it really came true last night... Maybe ate wrong thing. Therefore, couldn't go for today's national day celebration.

2 more Hrs, Olympic Games will be officially open! Finally! But really unfortunately, Prelim is just around the corner. And yet, I AM STILL in my dream-land! Lol!!! Just could not find a way to study properly. Like right now... Open my ss text book for just 10 mins, feel sleepy and 'unwillingly' open my laptop... LOL! Ok, Back to Olympic, We waited for 100 years, finally, china got the chance to bring Olympic to our own land! Although there is a lot activists who against Beijing Olympic through some political reasons, Being A Chinese, not a China Chinese, All Chinese around the world should be proud of it and support it. Because 1st time in history!!! And I hope China can use this opportunity, to Top the table. I wish Team China all the best! No matter what happen, ( some terrorist are targeting China ), 'We are Ready'! And same to team Singapore as well! Wish Team Singapore can Bring honour to the people here!

And Today is so special! I guess all of u know what i mean.. 08-08-08, Once a thousand year! We are so lucky and yet, what a pity today is so boring... Haizz.. If I am older, i will definitely marry today! Haha.. just some random thoughts. But we are really the luckiest generation.. Therefore, we must be content! Yes, sometimes we got to fight for what we want, because without competition, there will not be advancement. However, along the way, We got to review the whole situation before continue fighting for what we believe! It simply cuz things could change along the way. When people have the determination to fight for sth, they might lost themselves along the way. Just like a 100 M race, when we gather all our strength to run, We must ALWAYS remind ourselves to be ' on track' , once out of our own track, we will never achieve what we want even though being the 1st one to finish the race. So when we fight for anything, must constantly review the situation! And make sure what u fighting is what u really want!

And I am really glad that Things start to working out in a good way. Both of us have put in effort to save it! Therefore, we both done a great job. ^.^

Okay.. stop here... prepar for the opening ceremony of Beijing Olympics! But still.. for now.. Boring!!! lol!

2008-08-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

LoL! Its... funny! SO, off ur phone!

2008-07-27T19:41:00.000+08:00

It's another week. Another boring week. Everyday is the same, wake up 6 am, go sku, till 4 pm, get back home and online a while, do some homework, and sleep... Cant stand for it anymore!!! Need sth to refresh me, if not will go crazy... And I just cant find the spirit of studying so far.. Augest is approaching, I promised myself will start revision by the end of july, seems like its time to wake up. But I just cant focus... I hope it will disappear soon! Got bad feeling for my prelim.. Well, hope prelim will be a effective impetus for me!

I just could not wake up on time these days.. Am I really too tired? I guess so.. Seems like thats the oni possible explanation. However, I just could not sleep early, unless I am physically exhausted. I know it has lots to do with habit.. but since O levels is approaching, might as well dun change my habit, cuz stay up for late will be a norm for me, therefore, no point to sleep early now right? LOL!

Ya... I am proudly to announce, I passed my CCA.. Gotten a C6! Frist time in my secondary life, I am no longer a CCA failure! LOL! Thanks to my CIP!

Stopped my tuition today! Well, from now onwards, I am on my own! Lol.. Maybe will go for maths tuition instead. But maxium will be 2 lessons. Cuz the relative velocity I totally blur.. as i didnt listen to Marinda in class from Worksheet 3 onwards....... Have to catch up.

Finally, the SS workshop is finished. It's not bad overall, learned quite lot of skills. However, SBQ still requires lots of practise, esp for the cartoon.

Watched Xfiles on friday.. it was a really boring movie.. The movie is just so 'old'.. people can easily guess what happen next.. Although we paid student price to watch it, I still found it was such a waste to watch Xfiles... Argh....... Wanted to watch red cliff, but its a chinese movie about chinese history, and sadly, my group of friends no one is interested.. Haizz... If anyone going to watch, dun 4get call me.

The glass which given by Macdonald is just fantastic! It is so nice, and beautiful! Like a crystal! It definitely worth to buy the meal! I am going to buy another meal next week, to get another glass! If u havent got one, strongly recommand u to get one!

Finally, Sometimes I just wish, there could be more tolerance amound people. Whether to friends, acquaintance, even family members. Sometimes I just could not stad for it anymore. Sometimes I just want to say: U will get to receive the same treatment if you continue to do this.

Ending...

2008-07-21T19:16:00.000+08:00

Has been long from last post. And now is the 21st of July... Which means july almost come to the end. In other words, Perlim is just around the corner. Yet, I still couldn't find my mood the officially start to study. But I am gonna overcome this, I mean it!

So a lot of things going through these few days. But the most important things that for me, maybe not oni me, is that finally two of us know what's happening exactly! Haizz.. I duno whether its a right choice for me to tell the truth, but i'm sure at least, we cant stop guessing what the hell is going on for the past few months..maybe past one year! Finally, everything was cleared by now! Haizz..

You know wat, thx so much for being so understanding. I really appreciate that all those efforts that u have been putting in for saving it, despite my odd attitudes that confused you. Here again. I want to APOLOGIZE to you. And I really do wish, you can keep your promise! Sth we should work together to make things get back on track. I really did try since we had a talk. Because I still remember, The last things u said to me is: It takes two hands.

Miracle happened... I passed my integration... I just could not believe it when I received the test paper! Because I thought I was doomed to fail, as i didnt touch the book at all the day before the test.. And The last time I practised for integration was Before sa1! Therefore, i really should say this test was totally , completely a miracle...!!! LOL! I know a bit proud here, but i really did be proud of this! Haha~~

So today is racial harmony day.. Guess what, 1st time of my life, got to wear mayamar traditional costum! Two words to describe the feeling: Hot and insecure! LOL! HOT, its because the long sleeve. Insecure, its because of the Salong..... I just could not figure out how to tighten a salong around my waist to make sure it wont drop! Lucky I DID bring my PE shorts for my 'safety' .... Lol! But anyways, this unique experience brings unique memory to me!

Only 17 more days, Olympic Games will be opened! Hiazz.. unfortunately, It will take place during our Prelim... Sigh... I will miss it.. But I promise I wont miss some important events, such as 110M hurdles! Diving, pingpong, gymnastic,and etc... Those are my favorite sports that I wont miss!

The deadline for my dnt folio is approaching.. And i am still did nth abt it! Help.. Help... Some one should know who am i calling...

So stop here, I wish everything will be better tmr.

2008-07-15T20:26:00.000+08:00

So today is tuesday. Feel very tired now... as I am really in a bad mood and physically do not feel well... Duno why, maybe I ate a burger just now, Feel a bit giddy right now! Haizz.. maybe eat too much fast food alr this week, so Should not eat more fried food this month! Or else my health will suffer...

So nearly at the middle of this week. Time flies... Perlim is approaching... So going to start the revision soon. Cant stop dreaming alr.. Back to studies and get ready for the O levels.

Sometimes I really cant find a way to beat beat myself. Seems the other end of me is much much stronger than this real me. I am trying and failing. Haizz, maybe sth just cant get right, or maybe it is wrong from the begining. I really dun want to give up. But things just dun go my way. I still want to save it, but not everything depend on me though.

Lol.. really feel giddy.. got to sleep.

2008-07-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

Really love this Music Video!!! Dun misunderstand, really like the music and the dancing is just Fantastic!!!1
Dude. dude,dude , da, da ,da!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-12T19:40:00.000+08:00

Yo.. So here am i. Just finished my tuition. It was a boring one definitely... read read read, talk talk talk. Haizz... actually its okay, but the particular time is just not nice for a proper lesson. 4-6 pm, the most sleepy period.

So went to BBcc for blood donation this afternoon. Of cuz i didnt donate.. cuz my blood pressure is slightly higher than normal. So... But its quite boring there.. ya, i know, it would be boring for sure. Read magazines there as they refused to let me enter the waiting place. Saw Mr Latiff and some 4E5 people, didnt manage to meet the donors from our class, cuz most of them went there in the morning. So sit down there like an idiot and extra.. LOL! Anyways, till fransis's turn, finally i was allowed to enter the mysterious place! He was asked to rest for 5 mins b4 they 'suck' the blood from him... Anyways, they were inject anaesthetic before insert the REALLY BIG needle into his vein! Therefore, the oni period he felt pain was the injection of anaesthetic. After that, he should not feel anything.

Now, the most interesting thing about the blood donation was the form you need to fill b4 you could actually queue to donate your blood! The questions there were really really funny to me.. For example : Did u have sex over the past 6 months? Did you have sexual intercourse with a male? Have u pay any prostitute over the past 1 year? All sorts of funny questions posted by them were just ... duno how to describe it.. If for me, i will just ask the simplest question : Do u have AIDS... I really duno why they made it so complicated! Hahahaha, and here let me tell all of u a secret, Well, i know its people privacy, But.. Aiya, i thikn he wont mind if I share with u.. HAHA... Some one ah.. one of our teacher went for blood donation today,as she/he fill the form/pledge.I NOTICED THAT she/he didnt have sex over the past 6 months... LOL!!!!!!!!!!! I wonder she/he really too stressful till the performance drop? Or like the survy conducted some agency 1 year back saying that singapore is one of the least sexual active country in the world... No wonder the birth rate for singapore is still so slow, therefore the government has no choice but to welcome forigner.. ( like me ) LOL~~ Anyways, i am sure u r smart enough to guess who is the teacher..

It has been 3 weeks since sku resumed after june holiday. As i mentioned in the earlier post, Bought a laptop. But the redeption of the free gift was totally a terrible experience. I have waited for 3 hours at funan digital mall which is located at city hall to claim my free gift, But end up get nth! This was because I cut the wrong sticker which pasted on the box. They refused to grand me the free gift till the correct sticker was present. Argh........ I was told to cut this sticker and I brought the original receipt and IC. I could not understand why they insisted the correct sticker... The receipt stated clearly my Name, NRIC and the serial number of the laptop. Haiz..It wasted 5 hours in total on monday, which was my holiday!!! I wasted the whole afternoon for nth. But finally, got the gift ytd.. But cuz of this, I missed my basketball and soccer with people...

Argh.........My hp spoiled again! Its exactly the same problem as last time! Haiz.. now i am phone-less again. I dun think i will buy SE hp again! But I am again attracted by the cyber shot C905.. LOL! I hope by the end of this year, I can convince myself not to buy SE... Was aiming for Iphone, but i know Iphone will have a lot of problems like SIM card.. So probably I will go for Nokia.

Dun have mood to study at all.. I wish i will wake up by the end of july! Didnt work for Relative Velocity at all, even though I was told by marinda that it is the hardest chapter... Sometimes I just could not concentrate in class. I think the result of prelim will wake me up?! Maybe it will be too late to wake up.. So got our prelim time table alr.. Duno why, we didnt manage to have it in studio 1 again this time! Maybe because our dean is away, so no one fight for us!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish she can come back soon!!! LOL! Ya, Btw, saw her new-borned daughter few weeks back. Her baby looks like, a baby of cuz.

Okay. nth much to write abt now.. So should stop here. ~~!

2008-07-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

Duno why, this video touched me a lot a lot!!! Initially I thought its just an idiot dancing.. however, as i continued to watch, It touched me deeply. The oni thing that we, human cant achieve, is the simplest thing that all of us can do. It really has a lot of power, to convey a simple message. i am sure u can figure it out. And I am sure, It will find it touching,just like I do!

And u know wat, if the simple request achieved by this video maker, i will our social studiese content would be much lesser isnt it?! ( Got strong feeling when i saw him dancing at northen ireland, iceland, korea demilitarised zone )

2008-07-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

Sitting in front of the new laptop right now, just bought it 5 hrs ago at IMM. Guess u know what had happened to my previous computer alr... So, yup, still unfamiliar with the keyboard yet... find it quite awkward... cuz its just so little space for my finger to dancing around on the key pad... well, guess my original key board does not match with the new laptop, so... haizz.

ya, vista is so.. what should i say, maybe just because i am not familiar with the siftware, but its just so hard to control...

Yea... tmr is youth day, however, got to go city hall to collect my free gift for the laptop i bought. I mean, my mother bought.. LOL. its a printer.

Haizz, nth much in my mind at the moment.. cuz going to explore the Vista.. So, end here. Wish all the best.

Ya, 4getot mention one thing, didnt manage to eat jia xian mian last firday. Will eleborate next post!

2008-06-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

Panda Sneeze!!!
duno y.. i find out this very funny...!

2008-06-29T17:26:00.000+08:00

So another week has passed! Now more and more burdens coming in... Oral, Science Prac are approaching, and i didnt start to prepare for any of these! Haiz.. Ya.. failed badly for my 1st chem prac, 5/15... I just could not understand, why they dun let us to prac when we were sec.4.. cuz even express started prac at sec3, they have 2 years to master all the skills and phrasing, however, we oni have one year, not even one year, oni 8-10 months! We are not familiar with all those stuffs... LOL! I know i cant blame, but i still wanna say, MOE should review this issue, include Prac in N levels.

Ytd went to suntec city..Haizzzzz, win nth again! But this time, we strongly believe that our entry definitely beat some winning entries! Duno how the judges judge... Hiazz... But the stupid stupid stupid think is some stupid people.. desperate wanna go back after he was informed we win nth, end up we losed the $150!!!!!!! ARGH! Dun wanna elaborate.. if u wanna know, ask me.

So going to sleep now! cuz 2nite have to wake up, should say have to wake up next morning at 2am, catch the Euro Final in MAc with people! YEA!!! The craziest thing i do in a year... Wish Germany will win, although they stand a lesser chance...

Got to sleep~~

2008-06-22T19:24:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF SKU HOLIDAY....... Its all Over.... Time flies, oni 4 more month, we got to face The O level exam!!! Haiz.. I got two completely different feeling towards O levels.. on one hand, i wish it finish fast so that i can do WHATEVER i wanna do! On the other hand, i wish it never ever take place.... Well, learn to accept the reality--- the easier thing to say but hardest thing to do...

Abt our timetable, its quite crazy... although we've been warn by Miss Marinda b4 june that we will be going to stay back after sku everyday from term 3 onwards, but still, the timetable was shocked me when i 1st read it... not the extra lesson on normal day, but the stupid dnt also got extra lesson.... WTH!!! On friday some more! Haiz.. therefore it formally declared that from monday - saturday will be full of sku works!~~

Just came back from Bugis, I SWEAR i will never ever go bugis again during the 'stupid' GSS... Its just so so crowded... And I really dun like the feeling of shopping... Walk like a snail, that was still okay, but i just dun understand those people who want to buy everything, bargaining with the seller for so long, end up walking away... Haiz.. wasting time.. wasting the time for seller, wasting the time for those people behind u... LOL!!!

Some times i wish people can understand me more. I will appreciate it if u can consider my feeling sometimes. I know u understand what i mean. Sth can be pretended, and sometimes we have to pretend sth. But everything has its limit. I am here not demand for sth, but if u know, a little change can make a real difference. All i pursue is a very simple thing that u can definitely do it. Out of sight, out of mind. The oni thing i am here request for.

Okay, sku resume tmr! Got to sleep early, must save energy till 4pm tmr.... Sian..

2008-06-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

Another Boring Day... Did nth much for the past few days. As the CIP was over. The oni things I could do is either study or MOB TV!! Ya, b4 today is Finish:

To XUe HUi:
Happy Birthday! Hope U will like my present... Spent quite long time to prepare the present, hope u will like it! And wish U all the best!

So there is one more week left, sku will be resumed. I have a mixed feeling when sku re-open. In one way, there will be more fun, I dun really like to stay at home and do whatever I can do.. I am simply not that type. I like to Go out of house and mix with people. However, as fransis told me last week, I have double personality, means I can be very quiet, dun want to communicate with people at all. I also can be very close to people, joke around with stranger like we knew each other for long time! Ya.. I also duno why I have both personality, But i believe, it depends on the stranger as well. Even my close friends, sometimes i also show my the other unfamiliar type of personality to them. Some times it has a reason behind it, sometimes not. Anyways... Most of the time, I will show the happy side of me! As I just cant leave without the name: JOker!

The paragraph above is being random, so I know, u know.

Finally, today is the Free day for me! Actually even since holiday started, I didnt really enjoy a COMPLETE free day, cuz CIP and tuition Occupied most of the holiday! So to me, tmr will make a good rest. Ok.. Most post b4 12.00, So that the happy birthday above still can take effect! Haha... Once again, happy birthday to xUE hUI!!!

2008-06-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

Has been doing CIP for this entire weeks. And finally, it comes to the end. We have completed 36 Hrs in total. Although still dosen't get our expectation of 50 Hrs. Well,its good enough! Most importantly, We enjoy there! Haha~~ The kids bring us a lot fun, truly! I like their innocent eyes especially!

Of cuz, we've made lots of 'friends' there! The teachers there are very nice to us, I mean, should say very 'Kind' to us. ( guess kind is a more appropriate word, Hehe! ) I keep on trying to be 'random' to them, wahaha! And they gave us plenty of chances to be artist!So needless to say, we show our talent to the fullest! I mean, maybe oni me, I have shown my talent of drawing to wu lao shi, till she cant continue from my drawing... Haha.. LOL!

Anyways, I have post some videos in the previous post, to show how interesting & exciting this CIP was! Here got two more clips, well, this is to show what we actually did, or rathe, how relax the CIP was... The cilp for today will be a bit long.. But just to give u a rough idea what the CIP looks like!~~

I defeated Fransis!!!

I was defeated by him!!!

Er...

2008-06-11T19:12:00.000+08:00

Yo! Here am i to post some videos abt our Kindergarten! We indeed have a lot of fun there...

First time see such a small toilet Bowl0...

Tour for the kindergarten! Very excited! As nearly 18 years never see those toys!

Shhhhhh... Kids are having lesson!

Yea~~

2008-06-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

First of all, My very big thank you to all of u guys!!! Who gave me such a memorable Birthday party!!! I think I will remember it for my life! All words cant describe my feeling right now, so, yea, Thank you means everything! And and, One thing I want to explain here, cuz many people come ask me abt this question, i lazy to explain everything, but now, I am gonna to explain it in full details!

Why I have two days birthday?? 6 of june or 7 of june? Well, both of these days are my birthday! this is because: 19 years ago, China had something call Daylight Saving Time, or summer time! For those of u know whats that, then probably u know what happened alr.. If u duno, let me tell u: Daylight saving time (DST; also summer time in British English; see Terminology) is the convention of advancing clocks so that afternoons have more daylight and mornings have less. Typically clocks are adjusted forward one hour near the start of spring and are adjusted backward in autumn. Modern DST was first proposed in 1907 by William Willett. Many countries have used it since then; details vary by location and change occasionally.

The practice is controversial.[1] Adding daylight to afternoons benefits retailing, sports, and other activities that exploit sunlight after working hours,[2] but causes problems for farming, entertainment and other occupations tied to the sun.[3][4] Extra afternoon daylight reduces traffic fatalities;[5] its effect on health and crime is less clear. Although an early goal of DST was to reduce evening usage of incandescent lighting, formerly a primary use of electricity,[6] modern heating and cooling usage patterns greatly differ and research about how DST currently affects energy use is limited and contradictory.[7]

DST's clock shifts can serve as fire safety reminders,[8] but they complicate timekeeping and can disrupt meetings, travel, billing, recordkeeping, medical devices, and heavy equipment.[9] Many computer-based systems can adjust their clocks automatically, but this can be limited and error-prone, particularly when DST rules change.
( adopated From Wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daylight_saving_time)

So now u know why alr??!! I was borned on 23.00 plus 6th of june. However, According to the DST, they have to push it forward for 1 hour, therefore it was recorded that I WAS borned on 00.00 plus 7th of june! So, I am the victim of DST, All my official documents have to folo 7th of june, but my parent has make some effort to correct my birthday, however, it has a long procedure and cuz it is too long ago, the hospital also did not have enough evidence to produce, so, as a result, I have two days birthday!Yea~~ Actually it is not bad for me... Got to celebrate my birthday for 2 days! Haha...

So its the end of intensive lessons. The begining of our belated Sku holiday! Finally! But i know, this holiday is crucial to me, socant play too much, cuz O levels is just 4 months ahead! And I still need to put in a lot of efforts for my english, science and maths. Duno why, didnt feel like do humanity during this holiday.. Probably because I believe that even i study for humanity, i will 4get and still have to study again for it! So, decided to put this subject aside for a while. And, sad to say, I didnt complete my dnt project, should say not even 50%... LOL! I also duno what have i been doing over this week. LOL, but i know, some one cant wait to finish my folio. Relax lah, u will get to do sooner or later.

Ya, watched Kung fu Panda just now, it waS FUNNY and awesome! Recommend to watch it. Good present from Dreamworks! ( As like they made this film specially for me...)

And here am i to just make some comment abt certain things... U know, memory does not specially come from sth, if it does, It comes from sth that really folo u throughout that special period. Sometimes, i just cant understand that how can people have beautiful memory from sth that is new?! Even u want to show the unity, dont u have ur old shirt? I am here very sure that this shirt, u will oni get to wear not more than 3 times! And I am very sure u will not be proud of it anymore. Cuz whatever memories u have with this shirt, it will disappear very soon. Cuz I experienced it b4, no matter how sad are u upon the graduation, it will disappear from ur mind very soon. And if u want be proud of it by making a new shirt, why not u proud of ur sku uniform? If u cant find ur memory from the sku uniform, means u r not proud of ur sku, a person who does not proud of his/her sku, i doubt his/her pride for his/her class... And lastly, if u dun agree with me, think abt how many times u wear ur previous shirt?? Now make sense to u? IF still didnt, well, i oni can say, u know, i know! Anyways, u may disagree with me, it just because everyone has different points of views. But, for one thing i am sure, I am on! Dun 4get to order for me! yea~~

Ya, Have a, maybe Have 4 nice days for those of u going to vietnam tmr!

Thanks again for the birthday party today!

2008-06-04T19:33:00.000+08:00

So the National Mourning Day has ended. I just did the little things that i could do.

This week is really boring so far.. It is for D&T Project work, but i duno why i just dont have any mood for my Dnt... as always. So i went for monday and today, end up playing soccer...

So talk abt today! Today is really fun... After sku i mean. Went to the Kindergarten for our self-initiated CIP. We didnt see all the kids though, thats the oni part that quite disappointing. Well, I guess I got to see them next week! I help to make all kinds of stuff for the kids. Including windmill and the crown! Fransis made the crown till like so ' disguesting! ' Yet he called that creative... My godness, the children will definitely Cry before they actually put on!!! Ya, their Mini toilets are really really CUTE!!! Its really small though... And their playrooms, fully packed with funny toys. We were playing with the puppets, hula hoop and OVEN~! ( It almost made me jump.....) We were very active throughout the whole session! Keep on talking rubbish with the teachers there.. Guess she learnt a lot From us, er, most from me... Hope she teach everythings to the kids there!Better not... LOL! Anyways We gonna see the kids next week,so---

Duno why very tired now.. so stop here, tmr will be continue our journey to the Kindergarten...

2008-05-31T19:44:00.000+08:00

2008-05-27T15:36:00.001+08:00

National mourning day!
Chinese government declared a 3-day mourning day for all the victims of the wen shuan earthquake. As a chinese, I could not do much to help them. Here am i to pay my respect to those who NEVER give hope of their own lives, as well as others!

I have temporarily changed my blog skin to black as a response to our National Mourning Day.

纹川,加油!

2008-05-27T14:24:00.000+08:00

National Mourning day.

2008-05-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

It has been a terrible week so far.. Oni one word can describe, Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

This not oni applies to us( those without MT intensive ) , but also also to those who have MT intensive lesson. I know, it is really really boring for this kind of intensive lessons.. Esp. for MT... I have experienced this last 2 years. Well, for me, all of u are still lucky, because it oni take place within one week. But for my HCL, have to stay back every friday, that was the worst part of hcl.. Well, everything were history now. So, just jia you for the rest of 2 days!

Episode 1

During Maths prep. exam today, sth interesting happend. Well, i could not call it interesting, but at least, to me.

Gabriel was pissed off by Mrs Lim... This was because when Ken asked Gabriel to explain some questions, Mrs Lim happened to stand beside us, when Mrs Lim saw that, she went towards G and started to teach him the question was asked by Ken.. But, b4 she wanted to explain, she said: N2 didnt do well for this SA1 for Maths, and questioned him for his inability to solve a simple question. Gabriel was pissed off when Mrs Lim left him. He complained to us that Mrs Lim is looking down on him , as well as the whole 5N2.

Episode 2

We are supposed to finish the whole paper in 2 hrs. After that, teachers will come in and walk around to check whether we had really finished our work and guide us for some complicated question. Again, when Teacher came to lynn, realised that he didnt finish his work by left the graph questions, she made a comment: 5N didnt do well for the curve questions for SA1. This comment obviousely made all 5N students Boo at her... ( exclude me...) All people was shoting at her: Look down on us is it? Look down on 5N is it?

After these two incidents, Lynn asked me that why i didnt support and defend our 5N when Mrs Lim made those kinds of comments.

Personally, I did not really agree with what most of them. Because, i realised that what teachers said was just the truth. 1stly to gabriel, teacher might mistaken that u didnt understand that question, however, when teacher talking abt his class for not doing well for SA1, i dun think she is looking down on one's class. She just speak out the truth. To be honest, I have personally saw the check list for SA1, their Maths results was indeed far beyond expectation. Therefore, as a chairman, he should take teacher's advice, and promise to work harder next time. 2nd to our classmates: when Mrs lim comment abt our graph, well, i think first of all, we should not argue with teachers, the reason also very simple, if u think teacher is looking down on 5N by commenting that 5N didnt do well for the graph question, why dont u finish the graph in the 1st place? If u had finished the graph b4 teacher's checking, i believe teacher would not make such comment. Since all of u didnt do the graph question, therefore teacher trying to remind all of us by telling the truth. So is that any reason for us to be angry?? I just believe that all teachers will not looking down on anyone. Because we are their students, if they look down on us, its like look down on their own children. Furthermore, even they really do look down on us, there must be some reasons. And sad to say, most of the time, its us. We've disappointed them too many times till they gave up.

You might not agree with me, but AS i said to Lynn, there are oni 5 months for us to study here. So why not just be happy and enjoy the last 5 months of our secondary life? Because, after all, teachers are still our teachers. It wont change as time passes.

The above post was written by Yesterday.

2008-05-19T21:03:00.001+08:00

Tmr will be back to sku. Most of them will be having their MT intensive lessons. But for foreigners, we will be doing other sku SA1 papers. It is the same as last year after prelim. Same thing as prep exam. I think we will be mix with the 4E. And I found out that our class has quite many distractions! I hope I can focus this time! Cuz usually i dun have any mood to do any test papers after a major exam! Thats wat i experienced last year after prelim!

So did nth much t his weekend. Guess the most frequent thing i have been repeated is to watch for the latest report from youtube abt the earthquake took place last week in si chuan! Actually i was not so keen to this kind of things at the begining! Well, when i saw the news at 1st, i was just thinking a normal earthquake happend in my country. However, when my mum ask me to some money to the victims, I just realised that this time was actually a major disaster in china in almost 3 decades! It was 8.0 magnitude!!! People who has been watching news these days will be very familiar with this scene: Parents cry out for their children and still waiting outside the sku which has alr collapsed! It really shocked my. As we all know, china practises one child policy. Most of the parents there has ONLY one child. They gave all their hope on the oni beloved child that they had! But now, everything became past tense! Haizz...

Sigh also no use, cuz sth that in this world are beyound our control.... I realised that this world is really unfair sometimes. But, There is nth we can do to change the fact.

Okay.. now is quite late alr.. at least for me! Have to go to sleep! But b4 that, wanna change my song!

God Bless all the survivors and rescuers!

NATIONAL MOURNING DAYS!

2008-05-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

Finally I got my connection!!! After waiting for 2 days... HAVE TO SAY, days without internet is terrible! Just could not do anything. My life become meaningless overnight. I know.. thats the typical characteristic of Generation Y!

So got back all results for this SA1. Overall was not badly done, but didnt get my expection as well. The most surprising is obviously my English! Duno how I got B3... I didnt feel happy in the 1st min when Mr Lattif announced to the class that I got a B3, because i was thinking abt sth else when he announced that, but when the people around me started to congrats me, then i realised that just now Mr Lattif was talking abt me. However, I still cant believe that I have not oni passed, but a B3.. i was keeping on thinking that maybe they calculated wrongly, untill i remember that i scored quite well for oral, thats when i started to believe there is a possibility for me to get a B3. Very confusing.. Anyways, I am indeed got a B3 this SA1 for my English!!! However, I know there is still a long way for me to get a Real B3, so still have to work hard on english.

Haiz.. didnt do well for my chem!! just a pass for chem paper. Therefore oni got B4 for my combined science. But Its good to know where is my weakness, so that this holiday will focus on chemistry! For A maths, was so so, not high, but still a distinction. I had many careless mistakes for my A maths this time, it simply reflected i was lack of practise.

Have NO comment for my combined humanity!

But overall, didnt meet my target for L1R5< 15... Got 17 instead! But if minus 2 points for HCL, then just nice! LOL! But I believe i can do better for my prelim!!!

Went to RP ytd after sku. The open house was really not that fantastic... I found out that RP is much smaller than any other Polys. Cuz we spent not more than 30 mins to finish the tour. But NP and SP at least need 2 hrs to be completed. Therefore didnt go for today's open house, although it will give me free movie ticket. After that went to Bo-otak home to help him to move house... Was extremely tired.. By the time we finished everything and went back, I was totally exhausted! Thx to who again?! Ya, finally got to see Bo-otak's father, 1st impression for me is the height of his father! I can understand why the father can be so tall, but the son is so short!!! Haha.. And one more thing abt his father... i doubt his father's taste... because i just cant agree with the colour that his father chosed for the wall!!! It is.. really... disgusting! ( At least for me) , Yet, his father still look like a decent man, unlike his son. Yup.

Haiz.. still didnt tell My SA1 results to my mum, i GUESS she wont be satisfy to heard i got 17 for my L1R5. But I will tell her my english results 1st of cuz...! LOL! okay.. should stop here!

2008-05-12T17:33:00.000+08:00

School resumed today! The 1st day of sku after SA1.. Actually today is the E-learning day, but for graduating classes, we were still have to come to sku for our normal lesson. Well, Got back 2 results, all quite disappointing but expected. As I mentioned, history didnt do well this time. However, I was quite surprise I still got a As... 37/50. It was not so badly done but, I could do better than this! Ya, Maybe I can still use the excuse that I didnt sleep for the night b4 history paper because of the rashes... But I think it over again.. It is still my fault, because I didnt study for the last chapter which came out for SBQ this time!!! Thays y i losed a lot of marks for SBQ this time! Haizz.. it taught me a lesson, never ever spot question... at least for history.

My science was terrible.. The worst results I ever got... 60/100... But at least now i know where should i work on.. I done badly for paper 3 which is chemistry! So this holiday I am going to work on chemistry!

SS and maths still didnt get back yet, thats the subjects I still got hope to get a distinction. But looks like quite hopeless.. for maths, i have made quite a lot of careless mistakes, maybe will gotten Bs. ( If unlucky then fail....) For SS, actually i got confidence.. but since some one marked the paper, my confidence suddently all gone... Now i oni hope I can pass...

Okay, sth excited! Finally finally! I changed my broadband! Wah! I have been waiting this for nearly a year... The stupid M1 broadband service is just too much alr... The times of disconnecting are just too much! LOL!!! I have made thousands complaints! ( of cuz exaggerate a bit...) but, still it kept on disconnecting! Haizz. finally it will become history soon!

Ya, recently fransis and i invented a new way of walking.. I call it double tip-toe walking style. It is really fun when u actually try it urself! Especially when two people have D&T walking at the same time, i can guarantee u, its.... try it urself then u will know!

Nowadays, true friendship is rare. But no matter wat, just remember that there is a reason for you to be a friend with him/her before. Maybe she/he is no longer the person that u used to know, or she/he may changed, but DUN 4get abt how she/he help you before. It is easy to abandon a friend, but believe me, one day u will regret. Sometimes we chosed to leave a friend may due to the peer pressure, maybe most of ur friends want you to stay away from her/him. However, if u can abandon a friend just because of this, or you are no longer like her/him, u will have lesser and lesser friend. Because one day, u may face the same problems that she/he is facing.

The above message does not refer to me... I believe boys dun have such problems!!! But this problems always happen amoung the gals.... LOL! I know i am busy body...

Okay. should stop here. I hope my result will be better for A maths SS and of cuz english!!!

2008-05-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

Finally! SA1 has finished! Well... actually for me it finished ytd, but for those people who have MT and 4E, they just finished it today! Yo, its time to play, and slack! Well, mum just reminded me dun slack too much, But I DUN CARE!!! LOL... although i know this time I didnt do very well actually.. I wonder there is any As in my report book this time. At least for now, slacking will be given the priority! wahaha.. Gonna play 4 days straight! Unfortunately, We will get back our result next week. Probably on monday. And I still cant find the physic answer on the edulearning website, any one knows how?? Will appreciate it if u can tell me!

Was quite disappointed with my Physic MCQ. I can do much better! Well, have to practise more on physic. For chem, i have no comment. Made some careless mistakes on my A maths. The stupid sign( + , - ) made me lose 3 marks.. Haiz.. careless mistakes kill me! But i know there is no excuse for careless mistake, becuase when u make careless mistakes, it simply means I didnt practise enough. Well, my focus for this June holiday is on English, of cuz , science and A maths. Ya, duno, recently i develop a interest of doing A maths! Very weird, i also cant believe myself for this special interest when i first find out! However, for sertain topics!!! Haha.. I like differeatiation and integration, but not permutation and combination! Anyways i am not going to give up on that topic also.

Went to watch Iron Man ytd at Jurong Point. It was quite nice, at least better than any other "men" ! ( like super man and spider man etc... ) At first I thought this kind of movie would be the same as those stupid 'Men movie'! Iron man is quite a fresh idea from those stupid Men movie, although it is still a Hero-type. It also reminds us how dangerous the world is! If Some countries countinue to produce massive weapon and esp. nucleu weapon. Maybe it does not relate to us, but to me, i think the message of the movie is : Try to correct your own mistake as soon as possible! Thats where the iron man come from. The creation of iron man is to correct his own mistakes from developing massive destructive weapons. Admit ur own mistake and correct it is really not easy though. But I have to say, the benefits of admitting and correcting ur own mistakes are sometimes surprising.

Haizz, my hp got problem again... Just happend today. When I slide down the phone, it will automatically turned off! So now all i can do is just leave my hp in the form of stand by. Tmr will be sending my hp to servise. Ya.. Tmr have to folo di la la go his embassy. Early in the morning sia...

Well, today is dam boring.. did nth, also no one ask me out... Haizz. Tmr will go play with the officer in the embassy! Hahaha.. LOL!

2008-05-04T17:53:00.001+08:00

Well... After study for 7 hrs, here i am again!

Friday was really really unlucky! I could not sleep for the whole night. Because Duno for wat reason, rashes were all over my body. It apeared suddently and I just could not bear with the itchness! I woke my mum up and rushed to the 24hrs clinic at Bukit Gombak. Luckily, nth was serious and doctor gave me some pills to help me ease the itching feeling. Well, by the time i came back was alr 3am. I had oni 3 more hrs for me to sleep, and wake up for me history paper which would take place oni 5 hrs later. As expected, didnt do well for history paper as i was compelety in 'sleeping mode' . As i predicted, this time will be the 1st time i lost my 1st position for history in 2 years!!! Haizzz...

Anyways, went to library ytd. Study A maths with fransis. But b4 that, Bought a new calculator. All becuase my calculator is able to solve differentiation, integration and Matrix. Therefore My calculator is banned in O levels. I have to Buy a new one to replace it. LOL! Waste my $$$....

And I gave up on the stupid premutation and combination alr... I just cant get it right!!! S**t! I also hate the stupid composite function! Nvm, have to fight till last min... now go back and study these two chapters again! Never give up!

2008-05-01T13:02:00.000+08:00

Fed up with my history alr.... therefore here i am again. After 2 weeks?

History is terriblle... so many things have to remember!!! The text book is okay, but the notes that Mr. cha gave is terrible... It is like 2 times thicker than the text book! But Mr cha said in order to get distinction, we've got no choice! Well. i guess All of us dun have a choice, including teachers! But this time i seriously slack too much at the begining of the year alr... So now find out very hard to catch up what i have missed!

So I have done my english, ss, science(without MCQ)! Tmr will be my history paper. Which i feel like giving up now! Sigh... I will lost my 1st position for history this time! Nvm, prelim i will get it back! wahahaha~~~ LOL! Anyways, still have A maths and MCQ for Science! Ya! chemistry didnt do well... actually i know all the theory behind it, but just lack of practice i think, oni after the paper I SUDDENTLY realised how to do the question that I HAD been struggling for the last 5-10 mins... Haiz.. now oni can hope the MCQ will be easier! For physic, was late for the paper, like 1-2 mins?? Cuz when i step in the studio, everyone has alr started writing... i know it was my fault, cuz i went out too late... But I have my 'special reason'... sigh! But i wont do that again next time! Cuz the first 5 mins for the physic paper was terrible! I had to catch my breath before i could do anything. Luckily, physic paper was ok.. cuz most of the questions were taken from TYS... Yet i am not sure whether i could do well?!

When u stress up, the most effective thing to do is GO SLACK! Fransis and me once again, watch movie during SA1... Cosecutive 3 years! LOL! Anyways the forbidden kingdom was okay.. but fransis considered its very profound! er.. so do i... The funniest part to me is that when the monk, monkey king, and all the immortal suddently speak english.... Its quite, Ridiculous... AND very very funny... But for fransis, he said it was good, becuase he likes the combination of asian and western culture! Although I know he understand nth when the immortal, or the monk talk sth which is intangible! He even shouted ' ah?' when the monk talk sth very profound. Ya, 1st time see jet lee and jacky fight... quite exciting as two of them all kongfu master... Overall, I thought the movie was just average.. actually was quite disappointed cuz i expect more from two of them!

Ya, did one quiz from fransis, about which course suit me! I have done it two times, the result shows me that i suit political science! LOL... But too bad i think poly didnt offer that couse right? oni got see in university...

Okay, should go back for my history... or else my result will shock MR Cha...

2008-04-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

YO! Here am I. Felt sick last night, duno wat happened. Just suddently feel giddy. I was wondering my bloody pressure just shoot up? Well, Maybe i didnt sleep well these days. Therefore I went to sleep as early as 8pm... Felt in sleep very fast. I found out when u think abt sth good, makes u fall in sleep much quickly then when u think sth sad... However, for me, most of the time i was thinking abt sth sad... I duno why is this so, but i just find out there is really not much ' good thing' for me to think abt. But i know we have to be optimistic. At the moment i still dun find the encouragment for me to start working... I am refering to study. Well, I hope as SA1 approaching, I can wake up soon!!!

I just cant find any way for me to start my Dnt folio.. I told myself many many times that I have to start to work on my folio as I have to submit it for my SA1, but the laziness just 'stick' with me! And refused to get out of my way! Mr loo was asking abt my folio today, The oni excuse that i could think abt is that I have been doing my autodesk and therefore didnt have much time left for my folio! Haha, i knew it was a ridiculous and no matter wat, sku work have to come 1st. Anyways, I have successfully 'escape' that crisis. And also on the way help Lynn and wei jian get through of this crisis..( Neither of them brought folio ) Tmr we will being start our project, My artefact is a standing poster display. Like the one u can see at the underground Mrt station. And my artefact for last year was terrible.. I cant even play with it now, as all the handles were lossen! And when I see my folio again for last year, it was terrible... I really wonder how can I get a 3 for N level DNT.... I got a C5 for this year dnt i will be very happy alr.. But provided some one do the drawings for me! Hehe~~

I found out Chem practical is really hard.. U have to think everything in advance b4 u actually carry out the test... And I hate expecially for Gas... Have to think abt what gas actually come out and there are many steps to do b4 u can confirm the gas! I think a lot of practices are required, but unlike maths, we can practise whenever we want. So the foundation ( the theory ) must be strong!

Well, today's chem test was okay, But F & N people didnt come back for the test. In fact they were absent for the lessons aftee recess. Because of their practical I think. Seeing people all start to work for their exam, feel guilty for not doing dnt..

Tmr have A Maths test, for all the differentiation and integration was okay for me, but the oni thing is the stupid trigo!!! I really hate trigo.. when they do differentiation and integration together with trigo, i will definitely stuck some where... Sigh.. going to work for trigo in june i guess.

Okay, should stop here!

2008-04-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

The feeling just cant go out of my way... How long do i need to face it...

Attended Annual Awards ytd, Was boring as expected. Anyways we have to attend it without any choice...

Friday morning was a terrible experience, all thx to the sudden rain. When we went out our home, there wasn't any signal of raining.. However... So when we reached the bus stop, there were many students stand there with hopelessness. Folo the majority, we waited at the bus stop and pray for the rain to stop soon. As time went on, we realised that its impossible to reach sku on time, but we knew that we would not get detention as we has valid reason. However, I didnt want to miss my history lesson, cuz history will be start revision on friday. Usually revision is more important than actual lesson. Therefore when a bukit timah primary sku teacher took a taxi, he ask us whether anyone wants to folo or nt, i was one of those fastest responder! Haha.. so i got a space!!! So i was successfully out of the bus stop!!! However, when we reached sku, i realised there were many other students who were also late and stopped by prefect to reecord down their name. I doubt whats wrong with MS koe... she should just let us go up to class, cuz this caused a huge jam... dun want mention it alr.. we were just in a mess...

Have been trying to creat our own character.. but there are a lot of problems... the deadline is approaching, so we have to jia you... anyways SA1 coming soon! So going to study hard!!!

2008-04-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

I am here to talk abt what happened duing todays CME lesson!

For those of u duno what had happend, here just a quick summary: Mrs Chee asked this question: some one using singapore as a stepping stone to go to the western country, wat do u think? I reacted by shouted that 3 words: Of cuz lah... After that she was kind of angry and accused for sugi and me of saying this kind of things....

Firstly, i want to say that what she said abt me is totally unture and misinterpreted what i meant. Let me start with this. I love Singapore a lot, and i absoutely have no mean to use singapore as a stepping stone cuz i am plan to settle down here and work here. Thats y i can mix around with my fellow singapore friends u see? The reason why i shouted that today was simply because what she brought out is really true and i dun see any negative effect of it. 1stly, she was the one who brought out that issue, and yet why she didnt get the answer what she wants, she started to being aggressive and inflammatory. She stressed to us in the begining of the lesson that some thing might be sensetive, but just feel free to speak out what u think. Right? But when i voiced out sth which is totally true, she was not happy and started to accused me. So whats ur intension to bring this issue in the 1st place? Do u just want a positive answer from us? If that its the case, what is the meaning of those discussion? Its like some one who is ugly, and yet she ask abt other people that whether she is ugly or nt? when she got the negative answer, she got pissed off and started so accuse people of saying bluntly and without any consideration of her feeling. Reasonable? If u already have an answer in ur heart, then cut it off and just say out what u feel, den we will know what to response.

Secondly, She was totally misinterpreted it. The one i cant accept is that she thought being a stepping stone is same a make use of it. Come on, thats ur own definition of stepping stone, its u, u r the one think it this way, i am personally didnt feel anything abt being a stepping stone is sth bad. And people making use of u. Who doenst need a stepping stone? I am sure everyone need a stepping stone when u want to climb higher isnt it? In fact, Stepping stone is a must for every one of us on the way to success. And I will be glad to be a stepping stone if anyone needs my help. It just doesnt mean that i am making use of people. And what i think is that oni those people have the ability to help people, den he can become a stepping stone for others. This even proved that singapore is a very unique place who has a multi-culture society to provide the enviroment for people to study and live in here. I just cant understand that why she linked stepping stone as making us of?! U see, some times the angel u look into has very much differences. Why dun u look at the bright side? Why must u be like someone oni see the negative side but ignores the positive sides? Even the government admitted this and MM LEE made this comment last year: in order to make foreign talent to continue stay here and contribute to singapore's economy, we have to do sth and continue to giving incentives to those who really has the talent that singapore is lack of. The governemnt also know this problem and started to slove this problem. But she, being a teacher, stand in front of her students and accused those who speak out the truth and being inflammatory, ask singaporean be proud of themselves and ask me go back??? Well.. I was speechless at that time, not because what she said was true, but what she said was totally different from what i really think.

And lastly, even though she was totally corect, however, when we said sth to response to her, is she supposed to discuss in a more constructive way? For example let us discuss what this problemed was formed, and how the government should slove the problem, any suggestion for this issue? Am i right? Cuz as a teacher, when u r in class, u should know when to educate people and when to bring out ur own view?! If u cant even differentiate it, den i doubt ur quality of being a teacher. Needless to say, what u said today in the class, surely has some impact on singaporean and they may develop resentful feeling towards foreigner. Maybe now u dun feel, when u grow up, u think back again, what she said today may take effect. Thats how people start to hate each other. Therefore as a teacher, i felt what she said today in class was really inappropriate. However, she chose to use the other way which is not nice. At least look into the problem and let us think abt the problem and come out some solution will be much better isnt it? CME lesson is supposed to teach people morale values, but not teach people to be aggressive towartds each other. And parase like " GO Back" Will never come from a CME teacher isnt it? its just does not match.

In the end, i want to say, i was also in the wrong. I should not oni talk abt other people but not myself. I should not say things like " of cuz lah.. " I was really not nice and kind of offensive. I have learnt my lesson, so what i have learnt is : Silence is golden. Well, i guess thats why singapore government says singapore youth are cold or indifference to politics. What I experienced today may be one of the reason. Right?

U may disagree what I have wrote above. This is just my personal view. And i want to voice out so that people wont think that I really see singaporean as a fool! That was what she assumed what i thought. I just wanna clearify it! And and most importantly, If u are a singaporean, u also felt the same way as she felt, den i want to appologize sincerely here! I am sorry!

And lastly!!! I want to say: i love singapore!!! And i want to stay here, have a family here, and live here for the rest of my life! Finally feel better after i say it out!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-06T12:46:00.000+08:00

Duno y, every week just getting worse. Yes i know, some times things wont go the way i wish to, yet i wish it can become better. Who doesnt wish to anyways?

However, the more i pray, the less i get.

Still remember the feeling that i 1st time experienced it, maybe it doesnt mean anything to anyone else, but at least for me, it was fantastic and the 1st time in my life. I thx to god, thx to her, thx to myself and thx to everyone. But that period was just too quick and too sweet for me to recall. The more i think, the more heartbroken i am. But till today, i start to blame everyone, i know i cant do that, but when i am desperate and really helpless, what else can i do? I could not be so so generous. Therfore, i have been looking for a way to ease my pain. Sooner i found out, blame is a good way, at least it was easy and effective. But i know, the limit is oni within myself! Means i can blame everything 'in my heart', that is okay, or not too bad, however, once i voice out, things could turn wrong, and i will be in the wrong. Well, it was really very tough, cuz the more i keep, the more painful exp coming my way.

Yet as a reponsible person, i have to keep. Till the very last day.

The day when i can really be myself.

The day when i can just throw-away the feeling.

The day when i learn how to 4get and stop blaming.

God bless!!!

2008-04-04T20:34:00.001+08:00

Just came back from harbour front. Met up my friend from shanghai who just arrived singapore as he is work for star cruise. We didnt see each other for abt 3 years, thats the reason why we even could not recognise each other.. he is much taller now and almost " a-head " of me... Poor things... I duno why i just stop growing when i came singapore.. some thing to do with the weather i guess! Anyways didnt go for sports day on wed, went to singapore poly for the autodesk.. we could not sweep and loft , as the irritating erro message keep on pop-out ... we decided to go to SP again and ask the lecturer to teach us again. Before we set off, we have been calling the lecturer for hundreds of thousands of times! Yet end up failure... However, our determination of not to turn up for the sports day made us go there without an appointment! We went to the computer lab to find him, at first, neither fransis nor I dare to knock the door as we didnt even have an appointment.. after 30 mins struggle, we made an agreement that he open the door and show his face, but i talk 1st! I have ask him to choose : either he open the door to show his face , or i open but he talk 1st. He eventually chose 1st option! ( anways he is just a coward, dun dare to talk 1st.. haha) Ok, after I have done what a true man should do, we realised that the lecturer was not at computer lab. So we went to the workshop located at 1st floor, again! He die die ask me to get in and shout ' excuse me ' 1st! So after I did what a TRUE MAN should do for the 2nd time, we still could not get a answer, cuz there was no reply from the workshop! With desperation, we went to the staff room to look for him! BUT! AGAIN!!! Attention, this is the 3rd time!!! However, this time he was not a coward, but a clown.. He bought me to the wrong staff room... and for ur info, he went there 5 days ago with the close guidance of Mr Leong.. yet he 4get how to get there and made me folo him like a joker... Thx god, finally he found the place , with empty room... great.. Mr leong was evaporated... After our close consideration, we went back to the workshop and wait for miracle to happen.. U see, if u r determined to do sth and didnt give up, success will come ur way! ( er.. the determination of being absent from CCK stadium ) Some human shadow was spotted by me when we were chating outside the workshop! I have done what a true man should do for the 3rd time!!! clap clap clap~~ We chiong in straight away and finally, we found Mr leong!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahaha... u see, oni true man who has abundant determination will eventually get what he wants! haha~~~ So Mr leong was very kind to us, he bought us to computer lab and asked his students to clarify our enquiry.. we finally learnt it and did it ourself again without failure! However, I cant do the loft and sweep again!!! The stupid erro message just could not get out of my way! Its really irritating and arghhhhhhh, have to go SP again?! Well, i hope not to cuz i just could not being a TRUE MAN again this time.. Its too shameless if we come back again for the same question... By the way.. today My A maths test was terrible! I am fail for sure as i left nearly 2 questions blank... Arghhh, all marinda fault.. she asked us to study the differentiation of Log, but she gave us all the topics of Differentiation.. So its time for me to wake up and start to do my revision! so should stop here and do my revision!!

2008-03-29T18:05:00.000+08:00

Just finished revise A maths... I found out differentiation of Log not really hard as long as u try!

Friday was really an unlucky day... All started with the stupid MT reading!!! Both our form teachers didnt present, therefore our class were in 'anto-mode' Firstly, Ms Lee came in with another chinese teacher( I duno her name ), she asked us abt the subscription of zao bao. Since the 1st MT reading, we didnt get any newspaper for MT reading, and now they told us they have subscribed for us and we have to pay for it. I admitted that i took a few times, but i took it when they said got extra. Anyways, if die die have to pay den just pay lol.. but i will make sure i take the newspaper everytime.

But the worst part was not this, it started with wei lun and nasrul.. they started arm wrestling suddently, therefore people who are kebo automatically attracted by them, I were one of them of cuz... Well, when i joined them, its was great initially, cuz i kept on winning, felt very proud.. however, the more I win, the more dangerous i am, cuz as a defending champion, I have to sit there and accept people's challenge, therefore no matter wat, i will definitely get caught, But i thought the most innocent one is ken and zhen ke. They were just too unlucky and get caught. ZHen ke was forced by lynn to join and ken was because of his chairman's duty. We saw her during recess time and she asked us to write reflection for her after sku. Actually I have binomial re-test after sku, but all thx to her, i had to skip it and do my reflection, cuz I would have english tuition in the afternoon. And the worst part was I still had not done my tuition HW... Haizz.. after i've done my reflection, i rushed hime immediately and tried to do it on time. Thx god, i've finished on time. Well, while i was doing my tuition hw, some one suddently called me, to my surprise, it was my shanghai friends from my previous secondary sku. He arrived singapore and ask me to out.. I was totally shocked and speechless.. but I could not go to see him cuz i got tuition.. But I promised him to meet next friday at harbour front! ( He work for some cruise company and come singapore once a week) Haha, didnt see my friend for so long alr..

OKay, just get autodesk and have to start to creat my own character!!!

2008-03-22T14:23:00.000+08:00

Weekend again... Weekend means one more step futhur towards the O levels... But seems like I am still in a 'sleeping mode' , totally didnt get ready for my challenges ahead! I am still searching for sth what I had last year to wake me up and force me to study! Well, currentlly I have lost it and hopefully, if not too late, it will come back on time. Cuz SA1 just 3 weeks later...

Despite the situation now, I am still too kind to myself. As I allowed myself to play the whole day ytd... Haiz... Feel guilty but canr help it.. I know holiday must enjoy but not torturing! Anyways ytd went out with Fransis. Went to Raffles hospital in the afternoon for my spectacle frame! The frame has spoiled and I cant use my glass now! Half blind... But the frame is dam expensive therefore I decided rather have a new one... But My mum is busy all days.. Cant really get a chance to go out with her and get a new glass! But I think either today or tmr will settle this! So after visiting Raffles Hospital, we decided to eat buffet for dinner as some one never consume any food since 7.30pm the day b4. We actually initially decided to go to seoul Garden however, we went to Marina bay to try out luck for the BBQ buffet. We did know that that place has been destoryed, but the food there just too attractive to us and we desperate want to eat the food there, but the result was a sad one! Haizz.. with sadness, we went back to the Marinna bay MRT and on our way to seoul garden. However, my seoul garden voucher cant be used during holiday! If we went to eat at there means I will waste my voucher! So we decided to go for Sakura instead. And by the time we reach Sakura it was alr 4.30pm When u are unlucky, everything just cant go the way that u expected to be! The dinner there start at 6.00pm this means we have to wait for another 1 and half hour before we can devour our food! But for me it was okay , at least I have taken my breakfast, but for fransis, it was the 22nd hrs since he took his food the day b4. He could not even walk properly... Well , luckily he didnt faint otherwise...
So we finally wait till 6pm and be the 1st customer!!! We rushed in and started to tuck in! Well, I was finding my beloved oyster but could not find it!!! How sad is it.. But I managed to eat a lot salmon which is my favourite also! Finally, when time was approaching 8pm,out stomach were full of cate and could not even move! What a GOOD FRIDAY!

We slowly walked to bus interchange and took 157 back home. However, on the way back, We felt like , maybe have to do some exercise to burn those fats we have consumed 30 mins ago. Therefore we alighted at singnature park and went in to join his friend's cousin's birthday. we play soccer for a while and talk cock in the BBQ place.. I found out that those people there also like to talk and do rubbish just like us.. Haizz, new generation....

Went home after that and finished my 1st english novel!!! The ending was Ivan finally disappear from them and moved on. Well, maybe people will expect a happy-ending like Elizabeth and ivan live happily ever.. Hm, for me , i prefer this ending cuz it is closer to reality. In our life, most of the time we have to go through hard times, duno who said this: 80% of our life is suffereing while oni 20% we will enjoy it. I found out that it was really true. Especially abt love... sth u cant control it, she will come and go as she wish. God lets u fall for her yet she tell u there is impossible between two of u. How cruel is that. But this happens all the time and keep happening. Not oni to me, but all of us. Ok, Getting sad alr.. should stop here!

2008-03-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

So its the last day of March holidays! Well, the shortest holiday ever in my life so far! Its terribly short! This is because mon, wed, thurs and friday were exactly the same as sku days! Even longer... From wednesday, woke up 7 am in the morning and headed to sku for our training program organised by SP. Mr loo sent 4 of us went to SP by his car. ( Jasmond, bobo,fransis and me) The 1st say was abt the toy design which I am not interested. ( Mentioned it in the previous post) Well, the 2nd day was what I have been waiting for. Training for Autodesk! I want to learn it since they introduced it to us when they launched the TDC 2008. It attracts me as i started to imagine i can creat my own cartoon character! WOW! How cool is that. I finaly got to know that how actually Dream wroks creat the character like sherk etc... I dun expect myself to creat such character as they do but at least could have a chance to creat my very own character through my own hand! Amazing!!!

So with so much anticipation, we arrived SP on thursday morning! Its was not that ' smooth' at the begining. We could not find the exact room for the training program. It was actually located at 7th floor, but bobo-the retarded said it was at 2nd floor( we have been calling him retarded for nearly 1 month.. Haha) But Mr loo soon corrected him it was at 5th floor. So we went to 5th floor and wait outside the computer lab. However, we could not find any lecturer there and began to suspect whether we were at the correct place or nt! Luckily fransis snatched the map from bobo and shouted suddently ; alamak.. its at the 7th storey lah!' Then we were like all suprised and shamed of ourselves, because just a min b4, we still were scolding the lecturer for his punctuality.. Anyways, We finally went to the 7th floor and welcomed by the friendly-looking lecturer. Mr Leong!Because some people did not come on time, so we started a bit late. Immediately, we were been introduced the program Autodexk inventor. Firstly we were introduced the basic functions that it has. Sooner, we were asked to hands-on it. The very 1st character I ever created was 'Choir Girl'. Fransis finished it 1st as i know it was ur favourite hor? Oh, sry, ex-favourite. Haha, okay, so after that came to our happiest part of this training program--- Its Lunch Time! It was provided by SP! According to my Experience, their food usually is fantastic! However, quite disappointed with this time. Except their BBQ chicken! HAHA~~ So after the lunch, we were back to Computer Lab to continue our journey of Autodesk!

Well, friday was quite sad becasue I have to stay alone for the afternoon session. Fransis has to go for class outing , jasmond has to go for church camp while bobo go back sleep( i am sure). So I stay alone for the 4 Hrs and practised myself... One Of the reason I stay back was because fransis keep saying that they will teach sth important in the afternoon , insisted me to stay back and listen den can teach him. However!!! Mr Leong didnt not teach anything after all of u went back! Haizz. again, I am the victim! Well, at least I master some skills during the 4 HRs.. Which I am sure all of u duno how to do! Wahaha! time for u all to beg me to teach!

So went home ALONE after I finished the Autodesk training. Felt extremely tired and boring! Haizz, anyways, could not practise the drawing at home yet because we still do not have the program, Mr LOO has to register for us so that we can use that program for free for 14 months!

Still reading the novel.. Its getting more and more exciting now! I have finished 10 chapters today alone! WAH.. could not believe it.. Anyways, Tmr still got A maths test huh? I hope not! So should stop here! Will be back to sku again tmr... Cheers!

2008-03-12T19:55:00.000+08:00

Ok, so its the 3rd day of March Holiday! Time flies.. Half of the holiday are gone.... And I swear to finish my Dnt folio till analysis by the end of the holiday, however, there is no any progress so far! Well, I will definitely finish it by this sunday!

So did not attend the extra lesson this morning, for both ss and A maths. Headed to SP for ths stupid workshop.. actually not totally stupid, but 2/3 of the program is just waste of time! However, we have learnt how airplane is fly and the theory of why air plane is able to fly! Also we have learnt how to cut a high-density styrofoam. We have also came out the 1st draft of our design of our toy... using the theory of magnet to make sth fly and be able to floating! Well, I am sure tmr will be more interesting! They will be teaching us the Pro-desktop. Which is a porgram to design cartoon character base on ur own imagination. How fantastic is it! We can actually come out our own character! Maybe We will creat our own mascot! Sth that represent BBSS!! Hope we can do that! Last thing we can do for BBSS b4 we leave this beloved place!

Failed my A maths test for Differentiation of trigo... As expected. However, I am glad that didnt get very low!!! Unlike some one ah! Get 6/30 for the differentiation! Shameful u know! LOL.. I know that i also failed so should not commend abt some one else.. Well, i got 8/20, actually i got 9/20 cuz she counted wrongly.. but its still fail.. not much difference. But since i didnt attend the Extra lesson, I still duno how to do for some questions. I hope i can understand it b4 next week we go on to integration!

Have reading a novel which xh lent me last week. I am at chapter 8 now, still wondering who is the 'imaginary friend', well, i will find out sooner or later, but I also want have such 'friend' who can help me whenever i need him! Maybe this ' friend ' always around us, I just cant see him or being trapped by sth... Well , i duno, maybe i will find out the answer soon.

Bought the sound track for Alvin and chipmunks. It was awesome! I really like those songs.. It gives me sth extraordinary!

Ok, I am going to stop here.. Tmr still have to wake up early to attend the workshop at SP!

2008-03-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

My entire body is still aching, cuz of the X-country we had ytd in japanese garden. I managed to run for the first kilometre, however, I started to have some 'asthmatic feeling' after that and started to experienced the ' breathless feeling' , it was largely due to the cough I have been suffering since the begining of the year!!! How terrible is that, Although I feel much better these days. But I decided to walk for the rest of the journey. Cuz I dun want to risk for my live! I dun want to go hospital again just because the stupid X-country! And btw, the new class-tee is awesome! I like it! But too bad some one does not have...( The oni boi ) Haizz... Well , for the gals, there were two 'outsider' who did not wear the class-tee. Wonder where is there sense of unity?! Calss-tee may not mean anything, but at least, I am proud of my class and I am glad to be one of the members of 5N1!!!

OK, so went to watch movie last night. 10,000 B.C. Honestly, I am disappointed with that movie. I do not recommend any of u to watch.. Again, It does not have a creative idea, it was just a boring movie like any other movie. Well, my definition of good movie is very simple, must touch me, must make me laugh and must have a good purpose! 'L changed to world' was the lastest example that what a good movie should be!~~

Skipped english oral enrichment program in thursday. I just did not feel like go for that'useless' workshop! I am fed up with this kind of workshop! It simply dose not bring any benefits to us! But waste our time instead! Well, not every workshop is useless, but most of the workshop organised was just waste of time and $$! I really want to urge all the 'educator' to reflect on this issue! Dun have the this kind of mindset that it definitely will benifit students somehow! I would tell u, it does not!

Today is boring ... Morning went to maths tuition with jasmond. We have revised our Velocity graph. But still a bit blur over some questions, But it is much better when I do more questions! Maths needs practice!

I have no energy to continue.. so should stop here!

Happy Women's day anyways!!!

2008-03-02T17:51:00.000+08:00

Sunday again... I hate sunday, not oni because its boring, but it means have to wake up early and go sku again...

Anyways, friday went to mg phone house after sku together with fransis. He was complaing abt the physic test that he didnt do well, it somehow affected his mood because of xxxxxx ( i know this should keep it in confidential or i will kena... ) well, there is oni one word for u: unlucky. Thats y have to treat every test seriously, cant wait for miracle to happen... okay, good luk to ur A maths result... ( i am not being sarcastic this time ) yup, so went to phone house because of i wanna buy a illibi!!! however, after careful consideration, i didnt buy it. okay, i know it was a stupid idea to buy that as i just wanna feel it oni! I realised it on time!!! thx god!! haha... but fransis again.. he keep on persuading me to buy, cuz he didnt want to go there for nth. but too bad, i didnt take ur stupid suggestion as i know, u were in bad mood and nth will be right from ur mouth! see how clever am I!!! After said good buy to mg phone, we headed to his cousin house to deliver sth. Again, he used me as free delivery man... And ur cousin still owe me sth last year. DID u remember?! nvm, this year i will definitely take from her!

Went to sentec city ytd for the career & education exhibition and seminar. It actually was quite good but duno why, some one complained again... When i was trying to focus on the seminar, some one keep on shaking his leg beside me...(just like a monkey) Den when finally the seminar finished, he said he was very disappointed with it.. but i found that it was okay overall, oni the speaker talk some rubbish at the begining of the seminar. However, his reminder to me is quite useful. ok, maybe different people has different view. After the seminar, we went to shooting centre once again.. we desperate want to find out how to play golf, but soon, when we still could not find any way to lend the club, we gave up for the 2nd time. But when u were unlucky, everything cant ' run smoothly ' , even in the hawker centre! we wait for our food nearly half an hour and end up they told us: sry, we missed ur order!!!!!!! How can they miss OUR ORDER!!! well, instead of cancel the oreder, we decided to wait for our food, as maybe we both admitted it was just not our day.

My mum remind me not to go to any deserted place as the Selamat Kastari still at large. She said if he saw me, I will be hostage.... Duno what to reply her alr, but think it carefully, it may really happen.. therefore, i will try to avoid such place especially the bb natual park. Also an advise to those people reading right now!

OKay, thats it! I hope i can pass my history..

2008-02-28T19:50:00.000+08:00

Haizz... duno why, these days really dun have any mood to study. Especially maths, I have been dreaming during maths lesson since she started the differentiation of trigo! I really dun have any impetus to study, i hope sth can push me from behind, if not, i duno what will happen to me when i suddently wake up one day in the future... I hope I can be awake state soon.

Got back CA results, was terrible, yet expected. ALL failed so far... english 10/25 ss 6/13 , the oni thing that has not get back is history, but i think it will be the same.. but at least, i know where my mistake is. for ss, i 4get to link! therefore she failed me straight. sigh... but i will never repeat that mistake ever again! and i just realised, my history also 4get to link~~ well, GOOD luk to me...

Just finished my chem test this afternoon, it was pretty easy, but i am not sure whether i can do well, due to the strictness of O levels. The phrase u used have to be very accurate.

Will be going for my 1st maths tuition this saturday together with jasmond. This time i have to learn seriously as i have mentioned just now, I was dreaming throughout the maths period. Yea, i know, leanr is not enough , must practise everyday! Well , i will practise on monday as i have to go sentec city after my maths tuition.

Tmr PE have to run 5km, i dun think i can run as my waist has not fully heal yet, but i dun have any MC to show... But I will try my best to negotiate with ravi! Ok, should stop here since nth much to write! Will be going to phone house after sku tmr, yea! finally i can use llibi!!!!!! wa ha ha!

2008-02-23T19:26:00.000+08:00

I am really pissed off this morning!!! All started with the flag day.

Before we went to collect the donation, we have decided to do sth before we actually to go and ask for donation. ww was asking us to folo them to watch movie at Jurong east. But there is such a big group and we dun like to go with big group of people, so i have decided to go with jasmond and bobo they all instead. However as we reached WM, we realised that the whole wm was in sleeping mode and this included the cinema. With disappointment, we wet to hawker to have our breakfast 1st. But jasmond didnt want to folo zul and lynn to play soccer as he was " no mood ", we decided to call ww and ask whether they want to watch movie or not. After a lot of discussion, ww ask jasmond to book the tickets on the machine. We deicded to book the 12.40 tickets in jurong point. With their approval, we bought the tickets online and headed to jurong east to meet them up. After met them at jurong east entertainment centre, I have decided to go bukit gombak to collect donation and the other group went to clementi to ask for their donation.

At jurong east MRT station b4 we split, I HAVE PERSONALLY REMINDED THEM TO REACH HUA YI SECONDARY SCHOOL AT 12 SHARP AS WE HAVE TO GO TO JURONG POINT BEFORE 12.40 , BUT WHEN WE REACHED HUA YI SECONDARY AND CALL THEM, THEY TOLD US THEY WERE ON THE BUS. SO WE WENT TO BUY CAKE FOR WEI LUN AND WALKED TO HUA YI. BUT AS WE WERE REACHING HUA YI, WW CALLED YL AGAIN, THEY WERE STILL ON THE BUS. SO WE DECIDED TO GO BUBBLE TEA SHOP AS WE DIDNT WANT TO GO IN SKU B4 WEI LUN, WE WANTED TO GIVE HIM A SURPRISE. AS TIME PASSED, WE HAS ALL FINISHED OUR DRINK, THEY WERE STILL ON THE BUS!!! WE WERE ALL PISSED OFF AND DECIDED TO GO SKU AND SETTLE OUR DONATION FIRST. FINALLY WHEN WE UNPACKED THE CAKE THE GET READY FOR THE CAKE, THEY STARTED TO STEP IN THE SKU. THIS WAS ALREADY 12.35 !!!!!!! WE WERE ALL VERY ANGRY BUT BECAUSE ITS WL BIRTHDAY, WE HAVE TO CLAM DOWN AND SMILE INSTEAD. BUT AS WE REALLY DUN HAVE TIME LEFT, WE JUST SANG THE BIRTHDAY AND LEFT THE CAKE WITH WL AND HIS FRIENDS WHO WAS NOT GOING WITH US.

I felt very bad for wl as we didnt even celebrate properly, we were like just finish a mission. But who didnt make mistake, right? however, what really pissed me is that we didnt even receive a SINGLE apology from them, instead of receiving apology, they gave stupid excuses such as bus late , MRT late!!!!!!! Come one lah, u r the one in the wrong and yet u dun admit ur mistake , still trying to defend themselves. Ridiculous! Not mention that I have reminded them to come back at 12, even i didnt, do u have common sense that the show will be start on 12.40 , should u come back on 12.35? Even u were really late cuz of the MRT OR BUS, should u at least apologize for those people who waiting for u for nearly half an hour? We hate late comer, not 5 mins, not 10 mins but 35 mins. But late comer who dun admit their own mistake is more terrbile. U dun even know how to repect people. Imagine if u were us, what would u think. And until now! Still not a single one apologize to us. They still thought they were right ? OR they thought give a rush b.day party is very cool? OR they felt that its okay for people to waiting for u. WELL, if all of u think this way, what else can i say.

Okay. I should not talk abt the anymore as my stomach is very pain now... think its because i skip my lunch. This because we changed the movie to 3.40 , but both jasmond and me have to take medicine, we have to go back 1st. We passed the tickets to them b4 we went back, in case we cant come back on time den they can go in and watch 1st. But in the end i couldnt go back and folo jasmond to his church and house to settle sth. After we has finished, we chiong back immediately as we dun want to miss our movie~~ But I 4get to take my lunch... thats y i am suffering now.. it taught me a lesson, no matter how busy am i , always take food, it is really not good for our stomach to 'work' without food!

Okay, should stop here , as i skip my medicine and food this afternoon.

Ya, before i leave, have to apologize to WL as we didnt celebrate ur birthday. But I will bu chang ni on ur actual b.day on monday! Happy advanced b.day!!!

The truth is...

2008-02-19T16:25:00.000+08:00

Haizz,maybe I was wrong, yet i still have to say: sth I cant explain cuz it is not the time. Maybe u know, maybe u duno, or maybe u know half of it. There always some reasons behind everything. Sth u can judge through ur own opinion... I am not saying that u r wrong. Life is like that, there is always sth u want to say but u cant. Cuz there r some consequences behind it. Maybe u dun understand the reason I behaved this way, maybe it angers u, or u dun even care. I just wanna say to u that it is not really what i want. I am going to accept whatever reaction u have, it's my fault. Yet I hope, u can understand after all.

Okay, did nth much today. Sleep sleep sleep and read read read. I reallly HATE antibiotic, I feel very tired even i lie on the bed. Woke up around 8 am, was look at the ceiling and wondering why I get sick so easily?! And why is that so slow for me to recover from sick? GOD!!! I really do hope I can be more healthy after I recover!

As i mentioned in the previous post, never go sku today. Even though its Common test today. But cant run away from tmr Common test lol, therefore have to take out my ss and history book and start to read, read,read... Ss is terrible.. Its quite a lot of things to remember, Especially the measures that to reduce or increase population growth.. so luan.. i mess up the measures of increase Population with reduce population growth.. And and and the most terrible thing is the CPF account, where got so many acc?! As i am not locals, not familiar with this kind of things.. but still have to know in case it appears on my test paper tmr!! Well, history is a much easier one! At least for now! ( i may change my mind after i cant do the test tmr...) History is like a story, much more interesting than SS. the topic is abt cold war! one of my favorite!!! I like cold war! And i am especially interested in communism VS democracy... but this chapter is like so short!!!!!!! Dam it... next chapter will be China again... Usually those chapters abt china will be very boring.. I roughly read through the next chapter, it's not boring, but extremely boring! I think it will be my weakest chapter besides Russia! Luckily I know half of the facts alr as I have learnt b4. But still, I hate that chapter! I swear the locals or other foreign students besides china students will struggle.

Tmr after sku still have t o go singapore poly for the toy design things.. Is forced by MR Loo.. I wonder why he didnt force wl to go, he was the leader in Sec.3 u know... Anyways i cant enjoy the buffet there tmr.. again thx to my stupid cough. Have to look at them eat... its torturing.

Okay, should stop here and go back to revise ss and history, hopefully this time i wont mess up!!!

Feeling down...

2008-02-18T19:19:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Alexandra hospital. Abt my waist again lah... Yesterday sprain it again when i wanna pick up.. I was feeling very down when I have to lie on the bed again.. It was really pain and i just could not even walk.. Sms some one to complain abd this but didnt manage to get a reply... Hiazz

Anyways, the doctor i saw this afternoon was kind of mad.. I was expected for at least an X ray to check what had happend exactly, but strangely he refused to do so. He assured me that there is no problem with my bone ( he pushed me here and there for many rounds ). But I still feel sth weird though.. But Of cuz i hope that nth is wrong! WA HA HA... I managed to get MC for tmr, cuz I never study for Physic at all... have mentioned in the previous post why I could not study.. Yup, therefore i could at least have a VR instead of a lousy grade!

Have done my el CA this afternoon, It was easy? i duno.. at least i can understand what its about! unlike N levels, cant even understand the 2nd passage.. But thx god again, i managed to pass my el for Ns english! Not even that, I had a grade 4. ( i was expecting a grade 5 lol )

During e maths CA, was sitting down at canteen and being forced to teach ww,ty and hy history. Actually i also didnt study much, but as they trust me so much, cant disappoint them right? So i used my my background knowledge to teach. To my surprise, It was all right and I revised it myself as well! Haha~~~ Ya, finished the workshop test during history lesson today. It was okay but i am not sure whether it was correct?! Just wait and see the result. I still cant find a way to increase my speed for humanity paper! Both ss and history. It's just not enough time for me! They should extend the time!!! SEAB?! Did u hear? Must extend the time for combined humanity! And btw, have to say, Hoi yee is the worst among all of them!!! ( no offence ) She didnt even know truman was the president of USA.... well, At least for history student u die die have to know right?! Diao.. wonder how she pass her humanity for N levels.. SHE mess up the democracy with communist... What can i say...

Yea~~ as i mentioned, tmr will be no sku for me, so abviously i will be studying humanity and sleeping. ( for my cough ) Hopefully my cough can be recovered by this week! Yayaya, 4get to say, how pity am i now, cant eat anything! my back and cough stop me from eating almost every food. There is oni porridge and fish avaliable for me right now. Save me pls...

My post will always be short so should end here

2008-02-16T18:13:00.000+08:00

The sku is so so annoying!!! I am talking abt the old compus. It starts from morning as early as 7.30 and stop at oni 9 at night! The whole day beside noise, nth else.. I cant study at all simply because of this ' conductive ' environment! Haizz. Even since last year N levels! I WANT TO COMPLAIN LAH! Haizz, now I feel the meaning of this sentence: there will always consequences! I was enjoying b4 we moved to toh tuk compus, but now, I am indeed suffering. The noise level is really high and it give me headache every weekend! The worst thing is I could not study for CA.. I oni done english Composition. Haizz, there will be less noise after they start to build the 'round round things' ( I guess its indoor stadium?? )

Anyways, this morning went to BB polyclicnic for my cough. My cough has been last for 1.5 month and yet still has not recover. I duno wats going on, is that because i eat whatever I like? I guess so but i also do avoid oily food wad?! Haizz, the doctor suspect its pneumonia, so advised me to take an X ray. Actually I didnt feel anything wrong with my lung lah but just for safe, i took the X ray. The report was pretty slow cuz it took me 30 mins to get my report back b4 i see the doctor again. After she checked my X-Ray, she said there is no problem with my lung and therefore gave me antibiotic. I was reluctant to take antibiotic as it brings side effects. But I still have to take it in order to recover from the stupid cough! I am desperate to eat fast food!!! LOL..

I think for this CA, I cant study properly as I am now still sick, the medicine casue drowsiness, just see what will happen lol, i still think should i eat the medicine b4 my CA?? Haizz... I have not finish my english tuition HW yet, have to do a complete set of prelim paper.. which means 2 compos, 2 compres. I have to finish it b4 monday! And i still never read for SS and history... I can predict my result for CA1 alr...

Sometimes i duno how to express it but i know that its impossible yet i hope for it. Thats human's nature i believe. Being realistic is hard, at least for me, and for now. I hope u know that.

Yup, thats all for today. Hope I can done my revision and HW in time!!!

Brand new start!

2008-02-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

Haizzz! I hate M1 boradband!!! I took 30 mins to do sth online end up nth when it suddently disconnected!!! Haizz... I strongly suggest u not to sign up for M1 till it improve for its stupid reception!

Yes! This is a brand new start for me. My previous blog was in a mess, Especially the skin.. Therefore i took the suggestion of steven and created a new blog!

Just came back From WM, watched Jumper with bobo,Jasmond ,zul and one of bobo's friend who went to my home last week to celebrate CNY^.^ The movie is quite nice, at least it derserves to watch unlike some movies!!! ( AVP and The house, these 2 movies made me yawn through-out the show ) Jumper basically talking abt some people have super-natural power , it enables them can teleport form one place to another. Cool right? I wish I can do that, so that can celebrate CNY with my whole family in my hometown! Well, I believe some day in the future, it will happen!!!

Headed to China town after settled billing address with fransis at IMM. I just dun understand why is it so hard to Find Ministry of manpower! Although we've been there last year... But but but in the end we got there! And it was me, A history student bring a Geo student to the distination! Haizz, pity Geo student lah.. Duno study Map-reding for wat.. Haha, joking! After that we went back to WM and have our dinner in buger king. Today recess was terrible! Canteen oni give potato, Is this because of the total defence day? Till now i am still not sure.. But I am caught by Lucy koe when I want to bring my potato back to class... Haizz as a result, I have to finish the potato in front of her beside the rubbish bin...

Ya, next week will be CA alr and I still have not revise for any subjects! Have to work hard during this weekend!

YUP.. so should stop here and do tag me!!!

I hope everything will be fine after all...